01-10-2014, 11:04 AM
Day 5
Today I woke up before my alarm without my earbuds. I had lost them during the night. Also, the volume of the subs were on 0. Kind of strange. So I decided to put the subs back to the original volume, to plug my earbuds in my ears and to sleep waiting for my alarm. When my alarm went on, I realised that my earbuds were one more time out of my ears and that the volume was on 0. As far as I know, my subconscious didn't really like what happened this night with the subs.
After that, while on my road to school, in the bus, I started to listen to the subs to compensate for the time I had lost this night. 10 minutes into the subs and I was feeling really bad. I started to sweat a lot, I had a mild headache and a kind of bad nausea. I decided to continue listening, thinking the effects would go away. But they amplified over time and I had no other choice than to stop listening ! 5 minutes after having stopped, every symptom had disappeared apart from the shadow of the headache.
I felt tired during the whole day at school. I was kind of fun but nothing spectacular. My results were a little below yesterday because of my low energy levels. But it was a good day anyways. I also remembered a dream I made last night: I was hypnotizing a patient and while I was looking at him, my vision became blurry but on the patient's face. I already had that kind of experience before for real, but it was really more powerful in my dream ! I had the feeling that I was into his mind and that I was able to reprogram everything inside.
On my way back to home, I tried to have another go at listening to the subs. The symptoms kicked in but less present than this morning. So I tried to keep going and it worked, I had a full 30 minutes session while in the bus.
At home, I felt so tired that I went directly to bed to take a nap. Only 20 minutes were planned. I slept 6 hours. I had a lot of dreams, I think I spent most of my time in REM sleep. One time, I thought I was waking up while in reality I was waking up in my dream. I had for 5 seconds control over my dream. This was my first experience of lucid dreaming !
Now, I feel like floating but my mind is still a little bit cloudy.
That's it for day 5
See you guys,
-Adri
Today I woke up before my alarm without my earbuds. I had lost them during the night. Also, the volume of the subs were on 0. Kind of strange. So I decided to put the subs back to the original volume, to plug my earbuds in my ears and to sleep waiting for my alarm. When my alarm went on, I realised that my earbuds were one more time out of my ears and that the volume was on 0. As far as I know, my subconscious didn't really like what happened this night with the subs.
After that, while on my road to school, in the bus, I started to listen to the subs to compensate for the time I had lost this night. 10 minutes into the subs and I was feeling really bad. I started to sweat a lot, I had a mild headache and a kind of bad nausea. I decided to continue listening, thinking the effects would go away. But they amplified over time and I had no other choice than to stop listening ! 5 minutes after having stopped, every symptom had disappeared apart from the shadow of the headache.
I felt tired during the whole day at school. I was kind of fun but nothing spectacular. My results were a little below yesterday because of my low energy levels. But it was a good day anyways. I also remembered a dream I made last night: I was hypnotizing a patient and while I was looking at him, my vision became blurry but on the patient's face. I already had that kind of experience before for real, but it was really more powerful in my dream ! I had the feeling that I was into his mind and that I was able to reprogram everything inside.
On my way back to home, I tried to have another go at listening to the subs. The symptoms kicked in but less present than this morning. So I tried to keep going and it worked, I had a full 30 minutes session while in the bus.
At home, I felt so tired that I went directly to bed to take a nap. Only 20 minutes were planned. I slept 6 hours. I had a lot of dreams, I think I spent most of my time in REM sleep. One time, I thought I was waking up while in reality I was waking up in my dream. I had for 5 seconds control over my dream. This was my first experience of lucid dreaming !
Now, I feel like floating but my mind is still a little bit cloudy.
That's it for day 5
See you guys,
-Adri
