01-06-2014, 07:29 PM
Stage 3, Day 5 (Part 2)
After coming home from the intense workout, I had an epic omelette with Canadian bacon; high fat and high protein has a cost; it's very hard to pack on all the calories that I need. I'm trying to hit 2,300.
I showered, then used my newly-bought 'Sleep Magic' for the time; I felt great the whole time. I realised that I didn't fall asleep, BUT I still had my subs running... Oops. Next time, turn that off.
It gave me a boost at work today, feeling positive.
After work, I met up with a female friend at a coffee shop. Now, I'm seeing attractive women more and more; my mind is accepting beautiful women as a reality. Especially with the fact that I didn't care. I saw one on a date, and when I left with my friend, I noticed this beautiful woman walking in.
When I dropped my friend off at the bus station. I head back in; she had sat down. I went to my original spot and pretended to have forgot something (my wallet). She checks her phone, stands up, and head over the "toppings" stand (straws, covers), 10 feet away from me. I walked past her and... pussied out. DAMN. That's 1000x worse than getting rejected.
But, I learned so much today; don't posture, and approach the women that seem a bit cold (even this one was).
After coming home from the intense workout, I had an epic omelette with Canadian bacon; high fat and high protein has a cost; it's very hard to pack on all the calories that I need. I'm trying to hit 2,300.
I showered, then used my newly-bought 'Sleep Magic' for the time; I felt great the whole time. I realised that I didn't fall asleep, BUT I still had my subs running... Oops. Next time, turn that off.
It gave me a boost at work today, feeling positive.
After work, I met up with a female friend at a coffee shop. Now, I'm seeing attractive women more and more; my mind is accepting beautiful women as a reality. Especially with the fact that I didn't care. I saw one on a date, and when I left with my friend, I noticed this beautiful woman walking in.
When I dropped my friend off at the bus station. I head back in; she had sat down. I went to my original spot and pretended to have forgot something (my wallet). She checks her phone, stands up, and head over the "toppings" stand (straws, covers), 10 feet away from me. I walked past her and... pussied out. DAMN. That's 1000x worse than getting rejected.
But, I learned so much today; don't posture, and approach the women that seem a bit cold (even this one was).
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