01-04-2014, 02:57 AM
Day 7
Went out with colleagues last night for drinks. One of the guys is really cocky and sarcastic. Deep down I use to feel hurt by his comments and feel anger towards him. Whilst we sat down he fired another sarcastic comment. This time I didnt take it personally I smiled ignored him and then fired back a sarcastic comment back at him he laughed it off. It was like being in the movie the Matrix all those agents firing bullets at me but I was dodging or stopping them from ever reaching me.
When I woke up this morning felt alittle resistance from my old self like there was a battle going on inside me. My old self was trying to tell me how shitty my colleague was last night and how other people can be shitty yet another part of me was telling me to ignre my old self.
Went out with colleagues last night for drinks. One of the guys is really cocky and sarcastic. Deep down I use to feel hurt by his comments and feel anger towards him. Whilst we sat down he fired another sarcastic comment. This time I didnt take it personally I smiled ignored him and then fired back a sarcastic comment back at him he laughed it off. It was like being in the movie the Matrix all those agents firing bullets at me but I was dodging or stopping them from ever reaching me.
When I woke up this morning felt alittle resistance from my old self like there was a battle going on inside me. My old self was trying to tell me how shitty my colleague was last night and how other people can be shitty yet another part of me was telling me to ignre my old self.
