12-30-2013, 10:46 PM
Stage 2, Day 34.
This stage will last up to 35 days.
I'm looking at several videos of alpha males; Hank Moody from Californication has been a personal favourite. He's what a natural would look like: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJW4jIHTax8
Here's a play by play of how I'm different to alpha males like Hank Moody; the gap is closing:
- I feel bad when I dominate people, men or women.
- I don't like to talk over or interrupt people
- I put the "connection" part with women too soon in my mind, so shit tests do throw me off
The two characters in the scene (linked above) are arguing for 90% of the interaction. That's likely because Hank had to get back on course, given that he rejected her beforehand.
Female nature is making more sense, especially in seeing the contrast in male behaviour. Women will mostly reflect and react to a man's internal state anyway. Be a representation of sexiness and joy, and you become chicknip.
This stage will last up to 35 days.
I'm looking at several videos of alpha males; Hank Moody from Californication has been a personal favourite. He's what a natural would look like: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJW4jIHTax8
Here's a play by play of how I'm different to alpha males like Hank Moody; the gap is closing:
- I feel bad when I dominate people, men or women.
- I don't like to talk over or interrupt people
- I put the "connection" part with women too soon in my mind, so shit tests do throw me off
The two characters in the scene (linked above) are arguing for 90% of the interaction. That's likely because Hank had to get back on course, given that he rejected her beforehand.
Female nature is making more sense, especially in seeing the contrast in male behaviour. Women will mostly reflect and react to a man's internal state anyway. Be a representation of sexiness and joy, and you become chicknip.
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