12-29-2013, 12:29 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-29-2013, 12:30 AM by MasterEnki.)
The last few days have been surprisingly Negative.
I've had bad days before. But this has been a record new.
At Christmas Lunch, there was a huge fight between my Dad and a guest.
My Dad has been ringing 5-6 times a day and saying that he is getting a 'hit' (assassin / murder) on my mum (even though they broke-up 11 years ago), between abusing the crap out of me, and then crying "Why me? What have I done to deserve this".
Some of my close friends are suddenly acting really Passive-Aggressive.
My Flatmate has been going off about how the Evil Governments are trying to kill people with secret viruses, and has been abnormally paranoid.
I've been reading that old thoughts will 'battle to the death' to stay in the subconscious.
Attract Positive Energy is about being Pure and Positive and has a suggestion or two about overcoming Negativity.
Maybe:
The sub is starting to challenge some of the deeper Negative thoughts / beliefs I have, and those beliefs are manifesting, trying to 'survive'?
Another possibility is that:
The sub might be working, my energy might be much more Pure and Positive and that may be affecting their (family, friends, flatmate) auras / energy and causing them to face their own suppressed Negativity?
Or maybe:
It is just all coincidences?
My Mum / Dad broke up and never talked things through, leaving with resentment for each other. Maybe they somehow encountered each other, and the resentments have surfaced after festering for 11 years.
My Dad has been abusive to me on the phone / crying "Why me?" because of the volatile emotions that have just surfaced and he is unable to control them.
Some of my friends (the ones mentioned) could be having problems in their lives that I don't know about, and that may be putting them on edge.
My Flatmate may have seen something on the news / some of conspiracy program on TV a few days ago. Or maybe he was talking to someone who is really into conspiracies, and they made a convincing point(s).
Regardless, I've got 21 Days left before making it to the 90 Day Goal I set for myself.
I'll post the actual usage time(s), another time.
I've had bad days before. But this has been a record new.
At Christmas Lunch, there was a huge fight between my Dad and a guest.
My Dad has been ringing 5-6 times a day and saying that he is getting a 'hit' (assassin / murder) on my mum (even though they broke-up 11 years ago), between abusing the crap out of me, and then crying "Why me? What have I done to deserve this".
Some of my close friends are suddenly acting really Passive-Aggressive.
My Flatmate has been going off about how the Evil Governments are trying to kill people with secret viruses, and has been abnormally paranoid.
I've been reading that old thoughts will 'battle to the death' to stay in the subconscious.
Attract Positive Energy is about being Pure and Positive and has a suggestion or two about overcoming Negativity.
Maybe:
The sub is starting to challenge some of the deeper Negative thoughts / beliefs I have, and those beliefs are manifesting, trying to 'survive'?
Another possibility is that:
The sub might be working, my energy might be much more Pure and Positive and that may be affecting their (family, friends, flatmate) auras / energy and causing them to face their own suppressed Negativity?
Or maybe:
It is just all coincidences?
My Mum / Dad broke up and never talked things through, leaving with resentment for each other. Maybe they somehow encountered each other, and the resentments have surfaced after festering for 11 years.
My Dad has been abusive to me on the phone / crying "Why me?" because of the volatile emotions that have just surfaced and he is unable to control them.
Some of my friends (the ones mentioned) could be having problems in their lives that I don't know about, and that may be putting them on edge.
My Flatmate may have seen something on the news / some of conspiracy program on TV a few days ago. Or maybe he was talking to someone who is really into conspiracies, and they made a convincing point(s).
Regardless, I've got 21 Days left before making it to the 90 Day Goal I set for myself.
I'll post the actual usage time(s), another time.
