12-25-2013, 09:08 AM
Passion
My main passion is martial arts.
If I won the lottery I would immerse myself in the martial arts.
I just love learning it and practicing.
I have not done enough really considering how much I love it.
I would learn other stuff too if I had enough time/money.
Women
On the women side of things, I did go through a period of going out alot to clubs.
I never got anywhere so I probably was doing everything wrong.
I must ensure I do not make the same mistakes this time around.
Lately I have hardly been out, so not really being in any situations apart from at work, to meet women.
Also there are two women who seem interested in me and for some reason I have not took things any further.
Well one of them is not really my type, although I would have sex with her. I guess when I say not my type, I mean not my ideal type but still sexy.
Probably another reason I put off doing anything is that I am not sure what to do.
-I live with parents
-Experience with women is low (What if I do everything wrong, look like a retard and she tells everyone, what if she does want a longer term relationship?, I just wanna have fun)
-It's at a work place and I don't want anything to become awkward
-I do sense she is maybe looking for a longer term relationship where as I don't (How do I know for sure, I am low on experience)
There is another female who seems interested
- younger, sexier
- almost ended up going out somewhere with her, she couldn't that night and I have not followed up (unorganized, leaving myself no time to actually do anything social, not wanting to/scared to (the unknown)
Life
I do also have to re-organize everything in my life.
At the moment I am unorganized in every area
I have no flow
My main passion is martial arts.
If I won the lottery I would immerse myself in the martial arts.
I just love learning it and practicing.
I have not done enough really considering how much I love it.
I would learn other stuff too if I had enough time/money.
Women
On the women side of things, I did go through a period of going out alot to clubs.
I never got anywhere so I probably was doing everything wrong.
I must ensure I do not make the same mistakes this time around.
Lately I have hardly been out, so not really being in any situations apart from at work, to meet women.
Also there are two women who seem interested in me and for some reason I have not took things any further.
Well one of them is not really my type, although I would have sex with her. I guess when I say not my type, I mean not my ideal type but still sexy.
Probably another reason I put off doing anything is that I am not sure what to do.
-I live with parents
-Experience with women is low (What if I do everything wrong, look like a retard and she tells everyone, what if she does want a longer term relationship?, I just wanna have fun)
-It's at a work place and I don't want anything to become awkward
-I do sense she is maybe looking for a longer term relationship where as I don't (How do I know for sure, I am low on experience)
There is another female who seems interested
- younger, sexier
- almost ended up going out somewhere with her, she couldn't that night and I have not followed up (unorganized, leaving myself no time to actually do anything social, not wanting to/scared to (the unknown)
Life
I do also have to re-organize everything in my life.
At the moment I am unorganized in every area
I have no flow
