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Just restarted AM5 - alphamach - 11-26-2013
I did go through it one time before and did feel a few changes although not majorly.
I should have already been through it a second time but put it off.
I have just restarted it again and am on stage 1 day 2
If I Journal my progress, I think it will be useful.
At this stage in my life - 33 years old, self employed, regular gym training but a poor income and no social life.
Lately I have felt no drive yet know there is more out there. Maybe I want to achieve too much and get overwhelmed?
I definitely get caught up in porn and want to change things.
I want to be more alpha, take no shit and yet be fun and social, with a good income, great drive and progress with plenty of fun with women.
Lets do it!
RE: Just restarted AM5 - alphamach - 11-28-2013
Third night listening to stage 1
I had a dream that a pretty woman was coming with me to my car.
I woke up feeling like I really want a woman - I have been single for a while and miss female company.
Not sure why before today I was not even bothered.
I must take some kind of action but it has not been my strongest area in life.
I don't know where to start, I feel I have too much to improve upon
RE: Just restarted AM5 - Benjamin - 11-30-2013
Good luck with the new runthrough man
RE: Just restarted AM5 - DGamer - 11-30-2013
"I woke up feeling like I really want a woman - I have been single for a while and miss female company.
Not sure why before today I was not even bothered."
I noticed this shit brings up a lot of stuff from deep under. I thought I was fearless but I think reality is that I was actually afraid on the inside. Now I'm quite fearful, but I have faith that because it has been brought to the surface, I will now be able to truly overcome it
RE: Just restarted AM5 - Roy - 12-01-2013
Shannon is going to release AM 6.0.I think you might want to consider waiting and running the new
version as it is 5G with all the bells and whistles and more powerful.
Good luck on your journey.
RE: Just restarted AM5 - alphamach - 12-01-2013
Thanks for the info
I will go through 5 for now
RE: Just restarted AM5 - alphamach - 12-16-2013
I am in stage 1 and It seems like I am more positive.
There is so much I want out of life, more income, buy a place, fun times with women.
I did go out with buddies on the weekend and did have fun but nothing happened with the women.
I really want to get this area of my life handled
RE: Just restarted AM5 - alphamach - 12-17-2013
I want to do so much more in 2014
Buy a house
Earn more
More sex (Well some at least, plenty be great)
Do more things I enjoy too
Be more business savvy
RE: Just restarted AM5 - alphamach - 12-21-2013
I was out last night with work associates.
At one point in the club, a woman got my attention, and I danced with her.
At one point I asked to exchange numbers and she said she has a boyfriend.
I probably should have tried to take her home that night instead of go for the number?
RE: Just restarted AM5 - alphamach - 12-24-2013
Almost finished stage 1!
I do feel more positive
Tons of stuff to do in life to improve
RE: Just restarted AM5 - alphamach - 12-25-2013
Merry Christmas!
I am actually annoyed with myself
I should have had plenty of fun experiences with women by now (I am 33)
I feel behind in life - Must make up for it somehow
Hopefully I can have plenty of fun experiences with women in 2014 along with more income and a fulfilled life
RE: Just restarted AM5 - alphamach - 12-25-2013
What do I want?
- To be better at my profession and give clients more quality results
- To do more of my main passion
- Teach more of my main passion (after learning more)
- Maybe become competitive in my passion (If I get good enough)
- Earn enough so I can actually save money
- Buy my own place
- Have sex at least once per week
- Be popular with women - Be the man women dream about and want to have plenty of sex with
- Learn even more stuff/skills. Stuff that build character and personality
RE: Just restarted AM5 - Fonzy3 - 12-25-2013
Awesome journal, i'm enjoying seeing your results the second time around. You're 33. Not too young not too old. I'm sure 2014 is going to be a great year. In regards to that girl you danced with, I don't see anything wrong with asking for the number, you had fun dancing with her and that's what should be taken away from it. Next time when you're enjoying yourself the most with a woman that's when you should ask for contact info, over drinks or something. I do notice your positivity. Btw what is your main passion? Man your list sounds quite achievable, it's good you made a list though.
Thanks
Fonzy
RE: Just restarted AM5 - alphamach - 12-25-2013
Passion
My main passion is martial arts.
If I won the lottery I would immerse myself in the martial arts.
I just love learning it and practicing.
I have not done enough really considering how much I love it.
I would learn other stuff too if I had enough time/money.
Women
On the women side of things, I did go through a period of going out alot to clubs.
I never got anywhere so I probably was doing everything wrong.
I must ensure I do not make the same mistakes this time around.
Lately I have hardly been out, so not really being in any situations apart from at work, to meet women.
Also there are two women who seem interested in me and for some reason I have not took things any further.
Well one of them is not really my type, although I would have sex with her. I guess when I say not my type, I mean not my ideal type but still sexy.
Probably another reason I put off doing anything is that I am not sure what to do.
-I live with parents
-Experience with women is low (What if I do everything wrong, look like a retard and she tells everyone, what if she does want a longer term relationship?, I just wanna have fun)
-It's at a work place and I don't want anything to become awkward
-I do sense she is maybe looking for a longer term relationship where as I don't (How do I know for sure, I am low on experience)
There is another female who seems interested
- younger, sexier
- almost ended up going out somewhere with her, she couldn't that night and I have not followed up (unorganized, leaving myself no time to actually do anything social, not wanting to/scared to (the unknown)
Life
I do also have to re-organize everything in my life.
At the moment I am unorganized in every area
I have no flow