12-24-2013, 10:50 PM
Stage 2, Day 28
Christmas eve,
I skipped the previous evening's subs and pretty much the entire day, due to company (family). I'm going to play it this evening so that I can catch up a little bit.
Family was over and I had a blast. We have one sibling in the family (my dad's brother) who's attracted for himself, over a period of years, an undesireable life situation; the kids are completely in instant gratification (fat, addicted to video games), and my uncle and his wife (my aunt) have no organisation (spend all kinds of money on things they don't need, can't set new habits into place, can't discipline their kids). After they left, the rest of my family vented for about 30 minutes about that; I didn't really feel riled up by it.
On a seperate note, I'm trying to get my emotional life in check; where I feel joyful and grateful most (90%+) of my time; that's important to the manifestation process. So my choice of subliminals (played on the side, likely 3G) will be affected by this desire for positivity.
I'm posting a lot on other people's journals; perhaps I'm giving genuine value, or perhaps I'm attached to being a teacher. Something to ponder over.
For now, I'm going to keep at it.
Christmas eve,
I skipped the previous evening's subs and pretty much the entire day, due to company (family). I'm going to play it this evening so that I can catch up a little bit.
Family was over and I had a blast. We have one sibling in the family (my dad's brother) who's attracted for himself, over a period of years, an undesireable life situation; the kids are completely in instant gratification (fat, addicted to video games), and my uncle and his wife (my aunt) have no organisation (spend all kinds of money on things they don't need, can't set new habits into place, can't discipline their kids). After they left, the rest of my family vented for about 30 minutes about that; I didn't really feel riled up by it.
On a seperate note, I'm trying to get my emotional life in check; where I feel joyful and grateful most (90%+) of my time; that's important to the manifestation process. So my choice of subliminals (played on the side, likely 3G) will be affected by this desire for positivity.
I'm posting a lot on other people's journals; perhaps I'm giving genuine value, or perhaps I'm attached to being a teacher. Something to ponder over.
For now, I'm going to keep at it.
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