Alpha to Omega: Ronatello's Alpha Journey

[Shannon]

Time for my recap of this week along with the entirety of stage 1.
The week: mostly good with some moodiness thrown in the last 2 days. It since has subsided and I'm in a pretty good mood now (and having the weekend off is a definite +!). I had some anger issues come up... mostly memories in the way I was treated came up and in some case, the way I acted in return. Due to high power carpet bombing, I've been lethargic pretty much during the whole time of being exposed to Alpha Male but that's okay.
I'll try to remember on what went down with all of stage 1:
1. Much in the way of letting go of the outcome. I still have some small issues with that but it will resolve itself in due time. But... it's much better now than just a month ago.
2. Slightly more confidence now than before I started. I do realize that stage 1 is just a clearing away stage and doesn't really work on confidence as the later stages do.
3. Slightly more inclined to socialize.
4. Issues washing up to be released: bitterness, some anger, some jealousy, the way I was treated in certain situations (and the lessons learned from them).
5. More apt to put myself first and sense when someone is taking advantage of me.
6. Slightly more able to speak my mind instead of being passive (this is still a major showstopper for me and I know it will get worked on bigtime by this program.)
7. Taking proper action... more work to be done here (the male pattern blindness thing, uggh! lol) but that goes back to confidence.
8. Spotting time wasters and dealing with them.
9. I dropped the Become Irresistibly Attractive To Beautiful Women for the time being... dropped it sometime during the 3rd week I think. My fears of becoming a major jerk was just a mind game. It didn't happen. I may resume the sub or the aura one after stage 3.
10. I have a lot of that "zoned out" feeling where most things felt distant to me. Actually it didn't bother me much at all. A lot of people's problems and their actions started to get on my nerves big time.
11. Joking around a bit more... when I feel like doing so.
Well, that's pretty much it for stage 1. Time for stage 2!

Ron, definitely use alpha by itself. It's best that way. No dividing your mind's attentions and efforts.