12-23-2013, 10:25 PM
Stage 2, Day 27
Felt like a step back today; especially since I went out today, I felt a pressure behind my forehead, a general awkwardness, an impulsiveness in my voice tone and whatnot. I suspect it's a mix of playing the subs for too long (since the pressure behind my head was responsible for most of this anxiety) and jerking it too many days in a row (2 or 3). I mentally tapped a couple of times, and looked for positive emotions, and then I was relatively fine.
I'm going to have a bunch of time off tomorrow, given that it's Christmas Eve, and we have company. Same goes for Christmas Day.
Day 32 will arrive much sooner than the 1st of January (when I suspect the ridiculous sale will be), so I might extend Stage 2 in that case.
I'm visualising a lot more than before; especially in the entire seduction process (start to finish); I should visualise being very social, if visualizing is all it's cracked up to be.
Now, I'll go check to see if my korean sentences are correct
Felt like a step back today; especially since I went out today, I felt a pressure behind my forehead, a general awkwardness, an impulsiveness in my voice tone and whatnot. I suspect it's a mix of playing the subs for too long (since the pressure behind my head was responsible for most of this anxiety) and jerking it too many days in a row (2 or 3). I mentally tapped a couple of times, and looked for positive emotions, and then I was relatively fine.
I'm going to have a bunch of time off tomorrow, given that it's Christmas Eve, and we have company. Same goes for Christmas Day.
Day 32 will arrive much sooner than the 1st of January (when I suspect the ridiculous sale will be), so I might extend Stage 2 in that case.
I'm visualising a lot more than before; especially in the entire seduction process (start to finish); I should visualise being very social, if visualizing is all it's cracked up to be.
Now, I'll go check to see if my korean sentences are correct
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