12-15-2013, 10:06 PM
Stage 2, Day 19.
FUCK! I'm pumped full of emotions today. Felt a ton of anger at work, then I felt this constricting feeling (closest feeling that I can think of is anxiety), but that deeply affected my concentration and focus in trying to finish up my intern report.
Then I felt grief; I feel like a women on her PMS. Who knows if I'm coming close to it, or experiencing a worse version of it. But I'm reminded of the promise of a better tomorrow, so I'll stick with it.
I'm dealing with all varieties of negative emotions on the emotional scale. It gets better, as Geodude says.
FUCK! I'm pumped full of emotions today. Felt a ton of anger at work, then I felt this constricting feeling (closest feeling that I can think of is anxiety), but that deeply affected my concentration and focus in trying to finish up my intern report.
Then I felt grief; I feel like a women on her PMS. Who knows if I'm coming close to it, or experiencing a worse version of it. But I'm reminded of the promise of a better tomorrow, so I'll stick with it.
I'm dealing with all varieties of negative emotions on the emotional scale. It gets better, as Geodude says.
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