12-10-2013, 08:16 PM
Stage 2, Day 14
Another employee diner; go, go, go; did a whole lot. I think I'm impressing my co-op boss, especially since I've taken an action, and then he asks me to do that same action, and then I say "I already did that" and point to whatever it is lol.
Crazy sex drive though; I couldn't resist checking out the other women at my co-op; most of them are 30-40 years old; a few of them are pretty sexy for their age. I imagined myself doing "stuff" to/with them, to say the least; imagined, as Johnny Soporno says, what their face would look like glazed in my semen. I just wanna grab and kiss some PYT who wants it just as much. Where are these women? I'm curious.
Took advantage of that crazy "umpth" feeling and did more work when I got home, and then took care of that problem, if you know what I mean.
It's strange; after the problem is taken care of, the idea of sex seems so illogical to me hehe. It's so hilarious that my brain goes through this process everytime that happens.
Getting good at that Africa song. Everything mentionned above (work, co-op manuel and some music) sums up my life until Friday afternoon. Then, I have some moderate freedom until the 18th, and then there's total freedom.
Oh, and I had the idea of creating a creative gift from my grandpa, collaborating with my cousins. It's a short CD of christmas songs, sung by us. I'll play the music, and we'll all sing. It's a nice little gift.
Another employee diner; go, go, go; did a whole lot. I think I'm impressing my co-op boss, especially since I've taken an action, and then he asks me to do that same action, and then I say "I already did that" and point to whatever it is lol.
Crazy sex drive though; I couldn't resist checking out the other women at my co-op; most of them are 30-40 years old; a few of them are pretty sexy for their age. I imagined myself doing "stuff" to/with them, to say the least; imagined, as Johnny Soporno says, what their face would look like glazed in my semen. I just wanna grab and kiss some PYT who wants it just as much. Where are these women? I'm curious.
Took advantage of that crazy "umpth" feeling and did more work when I got home, and then took care of that problem, if you know what I mean.
It's strange; after the problem is taken care of, the idea of sex seems so illogical to me hehe. It's so hilarious that my brain goes through this process everytime that happens.
Getting good at that Africa song. Everything mentionned above (work, co-op manuel and some music) sums up my life until Friday afternoon. Then, I have some moderate freedom until the 18th, and then there's total freedom.
Oh, and I had the idea of creating a creative gift from my grandpa, collaborating with my cousins. It's a short CD of christmas songs, sung by us. I'll play the music, and we'll all sing. It's a nice little gift.
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