12-08-2013, 09:37 PM
Stage 2, Day 12
Had a regressive day today; had more ticks of insecurity in my interactions.
However, more people are calling me "boss", like the people in my nutrition project. I really lead the last part of it. My boss is very cool towards me, I dunno, it feels like the dynamic has changed.
I was the only person who couldn't work on the project, since I was at work. But after work, I worked on it after I got the other members parts. It's now 12:30am and I have to get up at 6:20, so I'll keep it brief.
BUT, before the period where I had to start the project, I had a big breakthrough where I EFT tapped and then watched a Jason Derulo clip and got the whole concept of the sexy vibe. This is the one video that sums it up pretty accurately.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RbtPXFlZlHg
You may have to tap away some of the resistance, but once you can accept everyone's power and energy, you can get a crap ton of value from this clip. He's a brilliant dancer too, and this song is 1000x better than that "marry me" crap he has on the radio.
Anyways, we just now finished the project! A huge weight is lifted (well, one of them), and it's due 4pm on the 9th (we are on the 9th lol), so that was a close call.
Gonna pass out for a few hours. Later
Had a regressive day today; had more ticks of insecurity in my interactions.
However, more people are calling me "boss", like the people in my nutrition project. I really lead the last part of it. My boss is very cool towards me, I dunno, it feels like the dynamic has changed.
I was the only person who couldn't work on the project, since I was at work. But after work, I worked on it after I got the other members parts. It's now 12:30am and I have to get up at 6:20, so I'll keep it brief.
BUT, before the period where I had to start the project, I had a big breakthrough where I EFT tapped and then watched a Jason Derulo clip and got the whole concept of the sexy vibe. This is the one video that sums it up pretty accurately.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RbtPXFlZlHg
You may have to tap away some of the resistance, but once you can accept everyone's power and energy, you can get a crap ton of value from this clip. He's a brilliant dancer too, and this song is 1000x better than that "marry me" crap he has on the radio.
Anyways, we just now finished the project! A huge weight is lifted (well, one of them), and it's due 4pm on the 9th (we are on the 9th lol), so that was a close call.
Gonna pass out for a few hours. Later
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