Stage 2, Day 10,
I got up earlier and felt better than I did the previous days; I think it's from abstaining for a while, being so busy with co-op and projects. Left for my co-op (the furthest one of two sites) thirty minutes earlier than what it takes to get to the closest site and got there a couple minutes late. Still, it was an early starting time.
A lot of my day was almost as a manager; I made decisions and pooled together ressources for planning yet another employee dinner at a different site. I'm determined to show off my competences by the end of the last week; I can finish off a bunch of projects tomorrow and have the free time for the week of hell next week (a total of three special occasion meals being served).
I feel more independant at work, and that's partially due to my being forced to be. It's an interesting feeling to have grown people turn to me during a conversation on my opinion for logistics; "will that amount of chairs be enough?". No more spectator mode for me, it will seem; I'm getting involved. I'm glad I cut Stage 1 a little shorter.
Finally, we talked about the evaluation issue; he did understand what I was talking about, but this next week could very well be enough to get me out of there with shining colours.
Got home and did a bunch of work for my big Community project; we put it off constantly and now it's due Monday. It's very hard to coordinate with three of us in seperate co-ops, each with different second jobs. I've been pumping out a lot of content and will leave the other two to sift through it and make sense of it while I'm working Saturday and Sunday.
We're almost done the projet (I almost finished it).
Gonna start setting my alarm 10 minutes earlier.
I got up earlier and felt better than I did the previous days; I think it's from abstaining for a while, being so busy with co-op and projects. Left for my co-op (the furthest one of two sites) thirty minutes earlier than what it takes to get to the closest site and got there a couple minutes late. Still, it was an early starting time.
A lot of my day was almost as a manager; I made decisions and pooled together ressources for planning yet another employee dinner at a different site. I'm determined to show off my competences by the end of the last week; I can finish off a bunch of projects tomorrow and have the free time for the week of hell next week (a total of three special occasion meals being served).
I feel more independant at work, and that's partially due to my being forced to be. It's an interesting feeling to have grown people turn to me during a conversation on my opinion for logistics; "will that amount of chairs be enough?". No more spectator mode for me, it will seem; I'm getting involved. I'm glad I cut Stage 1 a little shorter.
Finally, we talked about the evaluation issue; he did understand what I was talking about, but this next week could very well be enough to get me out of there with shining colours.
Got home and did a bunch of work for my big Community project; we put it off constantly and now it's due Monday. It's very hard to coordinate with three of us in seperate co-ops, each with different second jobs. I've been pumping out a lot of content and will leave the other two to sift through it and make sense of it while I'm working Saturday and Sunday.
We're almost done the projet (I almost finished it).
Gonna start setting my alarm 10 minutes earlier.
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