11-24-2013, 07:15 PM
Stage 1, Day 29
It's funny how much I went through frustration today at work; I did what I could to tap away those emotions (even in my mind). Thanks Geodude for that information. I wanted to take on Stage 2 right now, but I may do that on Tuesday night (technically on the 32nd day; look back at the very beginning, as the line is blurred between day 1 and day 0).
The concept of indifference is making more sense to me; I just have to experience it. I had a free 25 minute discovery session with Rion Freeberg today; he gave me some updates on his life and I filled him in on my life. He told me that I'm pretty much on track, and that I've "grown" since we've last spoken in audio form.
I have less dependance on any specific people, when I'm talking to certain people at work; some people are fun to converse with. But for some reason, it feels like there's an on-ramp; I'm ready for the next portion.
Even habits are done automatically; it's not a matter of effort, though today, I did have to snap myself back into spanish.
Anyways, I'm going to bed; early morning tomorrow; gotta go through an ordering process at work, starting at 7:30. Later
It's funny how much I went through frustration today at work; I did what I could to tap away those emotions (even in my mind). Thanks Geodude for that information. I wanted to take on Stage 2 right now, but I may do that on Tuesday night (technically on the 32nd day; look back at the very beginning, as the line is blurred between day 1 and day 0).
The concept of indifference is making more sense to me; I just have to experience it. I had a free 25 minute discovery session with Rion Freeberg today; he gave me some updates on his life and I filled him in on my life. He told me that I'm pretty much on track, and that I've "grown" since we've last spoken in audio form.
I have less dependance on any specific people, when I'm talking to certain people at work; some people are fun to converse with. But for some reason, it feels like there's an on-ramp; I'm ready for the next portion.
Even habits are done automatically; it's not a matter of effort, though today, I did have to snap myself back into spanish.
Anyways, I'm going to bed; early morning tomorrow; gotta go through an ordering process at work, starting at 7:30. Later
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