11-20-2013, 06:17 PM
Stage 1, Day 25,
I'm getting to work on time much more consistently. Now that I'm working more with Law of Attraction and my morning habit (which involves LoA), I get to the bus stop SECONDS before the right bus comes along. This happens often now. I no longer think "Thank goodness I got here when I did, I should be more responsible!". Now I say "The bus is right on time..
yeah.."
I'm becoming better at creating work for myself and adapting to new contingencies.
In spending all my lunch time on language learning, my brain gets tired after I get off lunch, but that extra time that I slept last night made that tired period go away rather quickly. I also noticed that my vitality has been gradually increased over this span, which might be do to 24 days of morning ritual as well.
After work, I bused back (it took a few minutes to arrive) to campus. Funny enough, the bus driver announced a detour that made us take a different bridge from Gatineau to Ottawa, avoiding a traffic jam. This new route was actually faster than any runthrough of the original route. I get to the event (a Healthcare Organisation Learning event) at the right time. I spot a cute girl near the start that's across the room. The event went well, and me and the cute girl wind up talking to the same organiser. We fall into a brief conversation, walk and talk outside, and then I blurt out:
"And, uh, you're really cute"
Oh, well that happened.. She took it pretty well, smiled and said "thank you", but I became a total pussy after that. Well.. I stayed pretty quiet until the end (which took 10 more seconds). She basically said "so if you're going to the next event, I might see you there!", and I'm like "yeah, we might see each other", and we said bye and walked away empty handed.
I've called girls cute, gorgeous, beautiful before (many times, actually), and kept it very cool the whole conversation. I don't know what happened. I was tired, spending over 11 hours on the go, focused, or at work, so my resistance to bullshit was pretty low. Maybe my value conflicts of persue-or-be-persued were clicking on, and that inner mind of "she has to be the one persuing you, idiot!". Then I was thinking "do I offer my info, do I ask for hers? We've only chatted for 30 seconds"
Either way, walking away, I was so glad I said it; it was a learning experience. And who knows if I'll ever heard from her again.
Back home, my brain is pretty fried, but I spent some time learning more Spanish. I really should've been writing more for my project, but it wouldn't be quality material. I will shower, eat, and then sleep after an evening ritual of repeating my Definite Chief Aim and some basic visualisations.
Shit, I can't even imagine my life without my ritual nowadays.
I'm getting to work on time much more consistently. Now that I'm working more with Law of Attraction and my morning habit (which involves LoA), I get to the bus stop SECONDS before the right bus comes along. This happens often now. I no longer think "Thank goodness I got here when I did, I should be more responsible!". Now I say "The bus is right on time..
yeah.."I'm becoming better at creating work for myself and adapting to new contingencies.
In spending all my lunch time on language learning, my brain gets tired after I get off lunch, but that extra time that I slept last night made that tired period go away rather quickly. I also noticed that my vitality has been gradually increased over this span, which might be do to 24 days of morning ritual as well.
After work, I bused back (it took a few minutes to arrive) to campus. Funny enough, the bus driver announced a detour that made us take a different bridge from Gatineau to Ottawa, avoiding a traffic jam. This new route was actually faster than any runthrough of the original route. I get to the event (a Healthcare Organisation Learning event) at the right time. I spot a cute girl near the start that's across the room. The event went well, and me and the cute girl wind up talking to the same organiser. We fall into a brief conversation, walk and talk outside, and then I blurt out:
"And, uh, you're really cute"
Oh, well that happened.. She took it pretty well, smiled and said "thank you", but I became a total pussy after that. Well.. I stayed pretty quiet until the end (which took 10 more seconds). She basically said "so if you're going to the next event, I might see you there!", and I'm like "yeah, we might see each other", and we said bye and walked away empty handed.
I've called girls cute, gorgeous, beautiful before (many times, actually), and kept it very cool the whole conversation. I don't know what happened. I was tired, spending over 11 hours on the go, focused, or at work, so my resistance to bullshit was pretty low. Maybe my value conflicts of persue-or-be-persued were clicking on, and that inner mind of "she has to be the one persuing you, idiot!". Then I was thinking "do I offer my info, do I ask for hers? We've only chatted for 30 seconds"
Either way, walking away, I was so glad I said it; it was a learning experience. And who knows if I'll ever heard from her again.
Back home, my brain is pretty fried, but I spent some time learning more Spanish. I really should've been writing more for my project, but it wouldn't be quality material. I will shower, eat, and then sleep after an evening ritual of repeating my Definite Chief Aim and some basic visualisations.
Shit, I can't even imagine my life without my ritual nowadays.
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