11-15-2013, 01:52 AM
Oh yes for sure I am not getting enough sleep. I enjoy working so much, I deliberately sleep less for it!
Day 29.
Soon it will be Stage 3!
Stage 2 I didn't experience any major emotional stuff (that was in Stage 1). But I saw my drive to get things done. Very productive. But also because of that I didn't journal daily (sorry guys!).
Overall I do feel confident and more consistently. I think I need a better work-life balance. I can't be working all day...
Some recent events confirms that I (still) fear authority. I am at a loss as to what I should say when the authority says "you shouldn't do it that way" without giving a solution. My mind was a blank and I had to think on my feet. Not good to be pushed over so easily.
Day 29.
Soon it will be Stage 3!
Stage 2 I didn't experience any major emotional stuff (that was in Stage 1). But I saw my drive to get things done. Very productive. But also because of that I didn't journal daily (sorry guys!).
Overall I do feel confident and more consistently. I think I need a better work-life balance. I can't be working all day...
Some recent events confirms that I (still) fear authority. I am at a loss as to what I should say when the authority says "you shouldn't do it that way" without giving a solution. My mind was a blank and I had to think on my feet. Not good to be pushed over so easily.
