11-01-2013, 01:10 PM
Okay so last day of good old stage 3.
Annnnyways lets start from the beginning. Stage 2 was really tough so i was coming in kinda demoralized and bummed out, but to my surprise stage 3 wasn't so bad. In the beginning it was suuuper easy. It was like I wasn't even using the program. I actually didn't think about the subliminal at all until like day 17 or so. Basically it was just good days, slowly and steadily recovering and adding confidence since the stage 2 struggle. Btw, since stage 2 i have felt more solid so I guess it removed some shit.
Anyways, I had a few nice little realizations like, hot girls are people too! Who woulda thunk it! hahaha but seriously, I never really thought about it to much. I always thought they were higher up or something. I realized that they are genetic accidents just like everyone else. All the looks they have are kinda random, not really good or bad. It's just kind of arbitrary which looks society says are good. I can like certain features of a girl and stuff its just not as needy I guess. Idk if anyone is gonna get what I'm tryin to say or not, it's kinda hard to explain right now. Even though i had that little epiphany I still tend to put girls pedestal.
Then It got kinda rough after about day 20. I started to go back to my stage 2 dumps. Whatever though, I pushed through not a big deal. I also realize I don't really care about being an "alpha male" or the "alpha male" i had pictured in my head. I think I had a warped idea of the concept to begin with.
Today my emotions started to turn around. I'm feeling alright. I can't wait to see what stage 4 brings me.
Annnnyways lets start from the beginning. Stage 2 was really tough so i was coming in kinda demoralized and bummed out, but to my surprise stage 3 wasn't so bad. In the beginning it was suuuper easy. It was like I wasn't even using the program. I actually didn't think about the subliminal at all until like day 17 or so. Basically it was just good days, slowly and steadily recovering and adding confidence since the stage 2 struggle. Btw, since stage 2 i have felt more solid so I guess it removed some shit.
Anyways, I had a few nice little realizations like, hot girls are people too! Who woulda thunk it! hahaha but seriously, I never really thought about it to much. I always thought they were higher up or something. I realized that they are genetic accidents just like everyone else. All the looks they have are kinda random, not really good or bad. It's just kind of arbitrary which looks society says are good. I can like certain features of a girl and stuff its just not as needy I guess. Idk if anyone is gonna get what I'm tryin to say or not, it's kinda hard to explain right now. Even though i had that little epiphany I still tend to put girls pedestal.
Then It got kinda rough after about day 20. I started to go back to my stage 2 dumps. Whatever though, I pushed through not a big deal. I also realize I don't really care about being an "alpha male" or the "alpha male" i had pictured in my head. I think I had a warped idea of the concept to begin with.
Today my emotions started to turn around. I'm feeling alright. I can't wait to see what stage 4 brings me.
