10-30-2013, 05:08 PM
Between Day 3 and 4, I watched Jack Reacher; Tom Cruise epitomizes Alpha Man; his boundaries are solid, he doesn't react to anything, and he saves the girl out of principle (and not over simple infatuation). In fact, I watched Gangster Squad just the other day; I think my subconscious wants some examples of who to emulate.
Note that I'm not actively trying to act or emulate 'Alpha' while I doing this. But I'm still taking some mental notes, and then forgetting about it completely.
Today (Stage 1, Day 4), I felt pretty tired and without direction in my work. That might be because I'm finishing up big projects and trying to fill time between now and Friday evening before I leave for good, so there's some adjustment. And a bit of boredom.
Note that I'm not actively trying to act or emulate 'Alpha' while I doing this. But I'm still taking some mental notes, and then forgetting about it completely.
Today (Stage 1, Day 4), I felt pretty tired and without direction in my work. That might be because I'm finishing up big projects and trying to fill time between now and Friday evening before I leave for good, so there's some adjustment. And a bit of boredom.
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