10-02-2013, 04:31 AM
hey guys,
Havn't posted an update in the last two days. Two days ago I didn't have any interaction with women and I think I got turned off because of that. I barely sold anything at the dinning room at the dinner time and my manager who is like a best friend to me, the kind of manager I am sure everyone want's, was angry at me.
When I got home I checked the forum before I went to sleep and I looked into sarge's journal and I found an useful insight he shared there: write a question about something you want to change in yourself right before sleeping and sleep on it.
I did so and wrote down the next question:
"What I need to change inside myself so that I can feel happiness and have a high level of energy and connection around strangers, friends and family without being attached and depended on the outcome?"
When I woke up yesterday I had an urge to open youtube not knowing really why. I got into my history views and I got into that music video clip:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QGJuMBdaqIw
You are a firework!
I got to work and started to make things ready in the lobby. While cleaning the desk from the outside of the bar, I heared a girl from behind saying "excuse me" (it heared like a very off girl).
When I turned around I saw an insanely hot girl and I felt suddenly very energized and I just asked her "How are you?" while having a big smile and giving her a kiss on the cheeck and a light hug.
She said "I am great" and she suddenly had such a smile which made me feel even better and than I told her "come with me" and guided her to a comfortable sofa and told her to sit and I went to bring two bottles of water and I sat down next to her and just flirted with her for like 30 minutes.
at the end I asked her what she wanted and she said she havn't got her vip (a plate of fruits and bottle of water) and I told her that I am about to do the vip's.
But than I said to her that I will come to her room after I finish work and I will suprise her and that we can continue flirting and having fun and boy she had a big smile after I said that
At the dinner time I was ROCKING! sold lots of beers and cold drinks and 5 bottles of wine and one of them was an highly expensive one
My manager somehow noticed me with the girl and I told him I am going to her room after I am finishing working and I asked him if I can take a small bottle of wine (375 ml) and said tht of course I can and he told me have fun
So I went up to her room with the wine and 2 glasses and I heared she was in the shower and when I nocked on the door the shower stopped and she opened the door while hiding herself behind it. I went inside and put the glasses on the table, opened the bottle, filled the glasses and than I said "Lets have some wine" while turning around and she was completly naked and wet from the shower and boy she had FIRE in her eyes she just lunched herself at me making out heavily she pushed me on the bed and she took off my clothes she was on fire!
The sex was amazing, had my first intercourse! I lost my virginity!!!!
and the funny thing is I truely came to her room to just have a fun time flirting with her and nothing more than that so when we woke up today I just asked her why she was on such fire to have sex with me. she told me that she broke up from her boyfriend and he made her feel bad so she decided to go on a vacation alone to disconnect from that negativity but she still felt off and than she came to complain to me about the vip and that in just a few moments I just lighted her up and thanks to me she is happier than ever
Today is my day off so I went with her shopping and we went also to the beach and I had such a great time today and she had to leave after that.
I am going now to rest for 4 hours listening to sub since I wasn't able to do so because of the sex
Have a great day!
Havn't posted an update in the last two days. Two days ago I didn't have any interaction with women and I think I got turned off because of that. I barely sold anything at the dinning room at the dinner time and my manager who is like a best friend to me, the kind of manager I am sure everyone want's, was angry at me.
When I got home I checked the forum before I went to sleep and I looked into sarge's journal and I found an useful insight he shared there: write a question about something you want to change in yourself right before sleeping and sleep on it.
I did so and wrote down the next question:
"What I need to change inside myself so that I can feel happiness and have a high level of energy and connection around strangers, friends and family without being attached and depended on the outcome?"
When I woke up yesterday I had an urge to open youtube not knowing really why. I got into my history views and I got into that music video clip:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QGJuMBdaqIw
You are a firework!
I got to work and started to make things ready in the lobby. While cleaning the desk from the outside of the bar, I heared a girl from behind saying "excuse me" (it heared like a very off girl).
When I turned around I saw an insanely hot girl and I felt suddenly very energized and I just asked her "How are you?" while having a big smile and giving her a kiss on the cheeck and a light hug.
She said "I am great" and she suddenly had such a smile which made me feel even better and than I told her "come with me" and guided her to a comfortable sofa and told her to sit and I went to bring two bottles of water and I sat down next to her and just flirted with her for like 30 minutes.
at the end I asked her what she wanted and she said she havn't got her vip (a plate of fruits and bottle of water) and I told her that I am about to do the vip's.
But than I said to her that I will come to her room after I finish work and I will suprise her and that we can continue flirting and having fun and boy she had a big smile after I said that
At the dinner time I was ROCKING! sold lots of beers and cold drinks and 5 bottles of wine and one of them was an highly expensive one
My manager somehow noticed me with the girl and I told him I am going to her room after I am finishing working and I asked him if I can take a small bottle of wine (375 ml) and said tht of course I can and he told me have fun
So I went up to her room with the wine and 2 glasses and I heared she was in the shower and when I nocked on the door the shower stopped and she opened the door while hiding herself behind it. I went inside and put the glasses on the table, opened the bottle, filled the glasses and than I said "Lets have some wine" while turning around and she was completly naked and wet from the shower and boy she had FIRE in her eyes she just lunched herself at me making out heavily she pushed me on the bed and she took off my clothes she was on fire!
The sex was amazing, had my first intercourse! I lost my virginity!!!!
and the funny thing is I truely came to her room to just have a fun time flirting with her and nothing more than that so when we woke up today I just asked her why she was on such fire to have sex with me. she told me that she broke up from her boyfriend and he made her feel bad so she decided to go on a vacation alone to disconnect from that negativity but she still felt off and than she came to complain to me about the vip and that in just a few moments I just lighted her up and thanks to me she is happier than ever
Today is my day off so I went with her shopping and we went also to the beach and I had such a great time today and she had to leave after that.
I am going now to rest for 4 hours listening to sub since I wasn't able to do so because of the sex
Have a great day!
