09-22-2013, 01:47 PM
Feeling quite low atm, not been having the optimum exposure time for AM5 either, I usually notice a pattern, I start feeling crap/loose hope at a certain part of a stage and stop listening to it as much and also notice that my headphones seem be off my head when I wake up in the mornings, I think it's resistance. I usually respond to the stage really well in the first week or two then I start getting resistance, like I noticed alot of results at the beginning of stage 3, 4 and 5 then noticed I felt crapper as time went on...weird.
I'm just thinking at the moment how I feel like my confidence and "Go get em" drive has hit a real low point right now. This girl that I kind of like is apparently being hit on by my mate and a friend told me they are pretty much getting together, even though I said I wasn't bothered about getting this girl I still feel kind of jealous and annoyed that I didn't go for it when I had the chance, always too late I am :/.
I'm just thinking at the moment how I feel like my confidence and "Go get em" drive has hit a real low point right now. This girl that I kind of like is apparently being hit on by my mate and a friend told me they are pretty much getting together, even though I said I wasn't bothered about getting this girl I still feel kind of jealous and annoyed that I didn't go for it when I had the chance, always too late I am :/.
