07-13-2013, 08:25 AM
This morning has brought a little more clarity to some of the resistance I'm facing. I think there is a conflict between my current reality and the reality that AM is suggesting. The struggle is about the thought of being truly happy alone. My subconscious is really fighting it because it thinks that there is no way I could ever be happy alone for a long period of time. It believes that happiness is external, not internal.
I can see the resistance in the form of symptoms too. It seems like issues about if I picked the right path as far as subliminal messages. Are they really going to help or am I wasting time. Six months is a long time to dedicate to listening to something every single night. It will be near Christmas by the time I'm done!
Before today I could see the resistance starting to hit just like it did in OSGF but I couldn't put my finger on the issue until today. This is the part where I just need to stay disciplined and let AM do what it does.
I can see the resistance in the form of symptoms too. It seems like issues about if I picked the right path as far as subliminal messages. Are they really going to help or am I wasting time. Six months is a long time to dedicate to listening to something every single night. It will be near Christmas by the time I'm done!
Before today I could see the resistance starting to hit just like it did in OSGF but I couldn't put my finger on the issue until today. This is the part where I just need to stay disciplined and let AM do what it does.
