Zone's Alpha Male 5 Journal

[SargeMaximus]

Thanks! I found out about the subliminal audio world about ten months ago. I was fascinated by the prospect of being able to improve myself while I was sleeping. I had been skeptical about everything in life expecting to see before I ever believed but I chose to believe that subliminal audios worked and I actually saw a lot of results.

I've been following your progress. It is really cool to see the things that you notice about yourself and your attitude. I have been noticing some of the same feelings. I kinda get a glimpse of what is coming up since you are a couple of months ahead of me.

I'm glad you've benefited from reading my journal, it's one of my hopes that if I put it all out there, no matter how ugly or how great, it can be a good resource for people like you who are just starting. So that's cool.

I know what you mean about being skeptical too, heck I'm skeptical now in a lot of ways, and there are days where I don't think these subs are working or will ever work! But I just have to look back on my progress so far and it's undeniable.

One of the things I wanted to accomplish was dancing with the "hottest" girl I saw all night. I noticed at previous events that I would actually shy away from dancing with them. I found my girl and started chatting with her. She accepted my dance invitation and we had fun. I could tell she was an excellent dancer. There was a few moments of silence after our dance. I felt like she wanted me to do something but didn't know what. She walked off and I found the next girl. Actually, the next girl found me. It was a girl that I had danced with the night before and I could tell she was into me. We danced for a while and then she went off to get a drink. Everything I know about girls told me not to be standing there when she got back so I went off to look for my friends.

After the concert was over, I didn't see any of the girls I danced with. I guess I need to get better at number closing during the event if I want to see them again.

I ended up walking home with one of the girls from class. Ended up finding out on the way home that she had a boyfriend and then she started telling me about her relationship problems. Again, everything I know about girls tells me to avoid being that guy that she talked about her relationship problem with, but, I talked with her. On that walk home I evaluated my intentions and feelings. I came to the conclusion that I'm not really interested in this girl anyways, so I stuck with it. I don't know why but I actually enjoy connecting with women in this way. She told me about her problems and asked me for advice. I told her exactly what I thought and felt really good when I left. In fact its really neat because I know what she is looking for and that I'm definitely not looking for the same thing.

Awesome story! My initial reaction to the end part was "why are you listening to her problems?" But hey, it's what you wanted to do, and that's all that matters. I look forward to reading more, I think you've got a great head start.