09-07-2010, 09:02 AM
I feel very slightly more aggressive vs. when I first started AM and definitely less needy and outcome-oriented. I had fun at Hoots yesterday and my waitress couldn't keep her hands off of me. I kept telling her that she had an arm fetish because she kept touching my arm... not to mention she's a good back scratcher (I scratched hers as well, 
). She didn't talk very much but she definitely liked touching me. Several others came around to get hugs from me and a bit of chit chat followed. I started chatting with a complete stranger at Hoots... engaging in a convo she was having with a manager about her going to a Hooters in Oklahoma and was ignored by the staff. Me and her talked a bit and she asked me if I was out golfing. I was like, huh?. She said I was dressed like a golfer (I had on khaki shorts and a golden yellow button up shirt on)... in other words, I was dressed quite well, according to her. I told her that I didn't golf and if I did, I would probably create divots the size of bowling balls in the ground (she said she would probably do the same). I found out she came from Simi Valley in SoCal so that was something else to talk about. We both liked water sports (surfing, boogie boarding, etc.) She was waiting for a carry-out order (or take-away order for anyone living in the UK). I was just enjoying the convo we had and she left.
Aside from the fun at Hoot's, I'm making new female friends around the apartment complex. They're about to close the swimming pool which I'm not very happy about but there is always the gym at the apartments... which I will start working out there since I've been putting it off. I just need to find me a cheap portable mp3 player so I can play the AM sub while I work out.
One negative trait that the AM sub is working on is my jealousy... which I had a problem with in the past but less so now. Of course, this stems from a "lack" mindset which I had most of my life until I took steps to improve my life a while back. While I still get jealous from time to time, it's not as severe as it once was. And the other trait that AM is working on is speaking my mind (if I have something to say, say it!).
Since it's cloudy out right now, I feel tired, despite sleeping quite well last night. I credit my tiredness to the AM sub though.
I'm getting more women checking me out and I'm crediting that to my increased self confidence along with the BIATBW sub.
As my journey with Alpha Male continues, I will continue to take note of anything that pops up.. like me taking a step and engaging in convo every now and then.
). She didn't talk very much but she definitely liked touching me. Several others came around to get hugs from me and a bit of chit chat followed. I started chatting with a complete stranger at Hoots... engaging in a convo she was having with a manager about her going to a Hooters in Oklahoma and was ignored by the staff. Me and her talked a bit and she asked me if I was out golfing. I was like, huh?. She said I was dressed like a golfer (I had on khaki shorts and a golden yellow button up shirt on)... in other words, I was dressed quite well, according to her. I told her that I didn't golf and if I did, I would probably create divots the size of bowling balls in the ground (she said she would probably do the same). I found out she came from Simi Valley in SoCal so that was something else to talk about. We both liked water sports (surfing, boogie boarding, etc.) She was waiting for a carry-out order (or take-away order for anyone living in the UK). I was just enjoying the convo we had and she left.Aside from the fun at Hoot's, I'm making new female friends around the apartment complex. They're about to close the swimming pool which I'm not very happy about but there is always the gym at the apartments... which I will start working out there since I've been putting it off. I just need to find me a cheap portable mp3 player so I can play the AM sub while I work out.
One negative trait that the AM sub is working on is my jealousy... which I had a problem with in the past but less so now. Of course, this stems from a "lack" mindset which I had most of my life until I took steps to improve my life a while back. While I still get jealous from time to time, it's not as severe as it once was. And the other trait that AM is working on is speaking my mind (if I have something to say, say it!).
Since it's cloudy out right now, I feel tired, despite sleeping quite well last night. I credit my tiredness to the AM sub though.
I'm getting more women checking me out and I'm crediting that to my increased self confidence along with the BIATBW sub.
As my journey with Alpha Male continues, I will continue to take note of anything that pops up.. like me taking a step and engaging in convo every now and then.
