09-05-2010, 08:59 PM
Well, I've finally got some work coming in. But it's sporadic and just enough to ensure that I don't have enough money to go out. However, I'm reading up on the LoA and it's really hitting home how much feelings play in the process. I've known this for awhile, but I'm really going to work on that aspect. I'm often described as a bit "cold" when it comes to emotions by the people around me. So that should tell you that me and emotions never really hit it off.
I'm also trying an experiment where I write down everything I don't like in my life, and then reversing those things into things I would like to have, do or be in my life. The idea is that your hidden, or not-so-hidden beliefs are showing up in your life. If you like the results, you just have to feel gratitude for more of that to appear in your life. But, if you don't like what you're experiencing, then you have to change it to something you like. Which will attack the very beliefs that you are holding. I'm also trying to hold fun thoughts as much as I possibly can.
Anyway, I've been given a lot of time to think. So, it will be interesting to see what the next year brings.
I listen to my subs every day and night. I have more work coming to me. And that should last for more than a month. But I'm getting tired of the type of work I'm seeing (light industrial factory work), so I'm trying to create work that I truly do enjoy.
Anyway, the subs are keeping me uplifted. I think this coming Saturday will mark 5 months on the subs.
I'm also trying an experiment where I write down everything I don't like in my life, and then reversing those things into things I would like to have, do or be in my life. The idea is that your hidden, or not-so-hidden beliefs are showing up in your life. If you like the results, you just have to feel gratitude for more of that to appear in your life. But, if you don't like what you're experiencing, then you have to change it to something you like. Which will attack the very beliefs that you are holding. I'm also trying to hold fun thoughts as much as I possibly can.
Anyway, I've been given a lot of time to think. So, it will be interesting to see what the next year brings.
I listen to my subs every day and night. I have more work coming to me. And that should last for more than a month. But I'm getting tired of the type of work I'm seeing (light industrial factory work), so I'm trying to create work that I truly do enjoy.
Anyway, the subs are keeping me uplifted. I think this coming Saturday will mark 5 months on the subs.
