09-04-2010, 08:02 PM
Well, time for the weekly recap! I haven't noticed much aggression from me but a bit more so than last week which was week one. As far as freely expressing what I feel, I'm not quite there yet but I also tell myself to go ahead and say something... don't be shy. I haven't had any overwhelming sadness or anger to speak of. I just felt a bit heavy headed at times.
Today ended on a good note. I wasn't in the mood to check out girls today and what happens? They check me out instead! lol! And a few times I got rather uncomfortable because... a couple were underage and they were giving me looks like they wanted me (geez girls, I'm old enough to be your dad!!). One was in the cantina where the ATM is... I head towards the door and a girl sees me before I see her. She opens the door and lets me in (!) and I head over to the ATM. She asks, "do you work here?" And while she asks that, she's looking at me and smiling. Umm okay... (quit looking at me like that! You're too young!)
Another on the 3rd floor kept watching me, along with her chubby big sister (I presume). They keep looking so I ask "how are you guys doing today?" just to be nice and not be rude by not saying anything and of course the young, cute one answers. geez!
I've had a number of nurses check me out... one giving me rather hot looks. I raise my hands and make claws and then she smiles and stuff.
One of my coworkers had her best friend with her and I asked who she was and she introduced herself, all smiley and stuff. Nice rack too!
I was too tired and out of it to properly converse with her.
Today ended on a good note. I wasn't in the mood to check out girls today and what happens? They check me out instead! lol! And a few times I got rather uncomfortable because... a couple were underage and they were giving me looks like they wanted me (geez girls, I'm old enough to be your dad!!). One was in the cantina where the ATM is... I head towards the door and a girl sees me before I see her. She opens the door and lets me in (!) and I head over to the ATM. She asks, "do you work here?" And while she asks that, she's looking at me and smiling. Umm okay... (quit looking at me like that! You're too young!)
Another on the 3rd floor kept watching me, along with her chubby big sister (I presume). They keep looking so I ask "how are you guys doing today?" just to be nice and not be rude by not saying anything and of course the young, cute one answers. geez!
I've had a number of nurses check me out... one giving me rather hot looks. I raise my hands and make claws and then she smiles and stuff.
One of my coworkers had her best friend with her and I asked who she was and she introduced herself, all smiley and stuff. Nice rack too!
I was too tired and out of it to properly converse with her.
