09-03-2010, 08:08 PM
My mood has been on the neutral side most of the day but surprisingly I can visualize a bit better than before. Negativity comes and goes (and just being in just under 2 weeks with stage one, I expect things to wash up every now and then) but it's okay.
There is the curious side of me that is wanting to know what each stage will bring me and the other side says, you hush up and don't spoil it!
I didn't feel very talkative today but I did talk to a few girls at work (one in particular keeps going on about "you've changed... you never used to wear cologne to work! What are you wearing?" So I told her and we talked a bit. I did flirt with her a bit (blow at her).
I will write a recap tomorrow night after getting in from work. Next Sunday starts week 3.
I had a wacky dream where I was naked and was trying to find some underwear to put on. lol gotta love those kinda dreams!
I actually felt kinda cold and distant today and there is a nagging thought that runs through my mind that is telling me to just sell anything possible that I have and move back to SoCal. One day, I will because I'll be damned if I spend the rest of my life in this podunk town!
There is the curious side of me that is wanting to know what each stage will bring me and the other side says, you hush up and don't spoil it!
I didn't feel very talkative today but I did talk to a few girls at work (one in particular keeps going on about "you've changed... you never used to wear cologne to work! What are you wearing?" So I told her and we talked a bit. I did flirt with her a bit (blow at her).
I will write a recap tomorrow night after getting in from work. Next Sunday starts week 3.
I had a wacky dream where I was naked and was trying to find some underwear to put on. lol gotta love those kinda dreams!
I actually felt kinda cold and distant today and there is a nagging thought that runs through my mind that is telling me to just sell anything possible that I have and move back to SoCal. One day, I will because I'll be damned if I spend the rest of my life in this podunk town!
