Hi guys
Day 91
Decisions
So i'm back into my home town where I pointed out I lived quite close by to my submissive sexual lover. At this time I beleived that we would be able to hangout and get more intimitate/ physical so that I could manifest the goal of this program. Unfortunately this woman works 6 days a week and it has been tough to get a hold of her.
I have made an effort in the past week to contact her so we could be together even though my schedule is just as busy. The supporting factor of this situation is that she finishes her work for the summer on may 25th. This is around the 4 month time that Shannon has put down the manifestation occurs for most users of the program so this is motivation for me.
What would you do to get what you want?
I had the impression that when I would come into town, this perfect lover would make seeing me a priority. I am a do'er, so even though i'm spending time with my friends/family, working out, putting energy into my career, education and job I still have time to msg this woman. To be honest, the women I am seeing and I have dated in the past are physically much more prettier, naturally my interest would be put more in that direction rather than this lover. I just feel that the things I want and what I know I can achieve should come much faster such as attracting this submissive sexual lover. I do know that she is the right one that has been attracted into my life but she could also use some improvement. I mean in looking like the level of perfection that Jessica Alba would inspire. So you could see where my drive to make this manifestation come real is inspired from. I know that this woman should be coming to see me whenever I feel the time is right because I deserve it. I do appreciate every woman's inner and outer beauty, I really do have the impression that she is the one the program has attracted into my life. I would love to explore her beauty to the deepest regions I can. But it comes down to me DOing what I can to speed up the process.
I understand persistance is the key and in the next 25 days I can do whatever I can to improve myself or improve the situation between us so that this goal can manifest as soon as possible but it goes against my principles to continue pursuing this woman out when she made it appear that at the moment there is no reason to.
I have been reading the program desription again and this relationship should jsut be directed towards sex, so everytime I feel and urge to call and I remember that this lover should be perfect sexually I wonder why these sexual choices are not mutual. I am contemplating to continue pursuing some time to be with each other but the part of me believes that this program is supposed to attract, so I should let her make the next move.
These scenarios and types of decisions are prevalent in my life and it seems my knowledge of seduction and power produce the better result from the more effort I put in .
Let me know what you think
Thanks
Fonzy
Day 91
Decisions
So i'm back into my home town where I pointed out I lived quite close by to my submissive sexual lover. At this time I beleived that we would be able to hangout and get more intimitate/ physical so that I could manifest the goal of this program. Unfortunately this woman works 6 days a week and it has been tough to get a hold of her.
I have made an effort in the past week to contact her so we could be together even though my schedule is just as busy. The supporting factor of this situation is that she finishes her work for the summer on may 25th. This is around the 4 month time that Shannon has put down the manifestation occurs for most users of the program so this is motivation for me.
What would you do to get what you want?
I had the impression that when I would come into town, this perfect lover would make seeing me a priority. I am a do'er, so even though i'm spending time with my friends/family, working out, putting energy into my career, education and job I still have time to msg this woman. To be honest, the women I am seeing and I have dated in the past are physically much more prettier, naturally my interest would be put more in that direction rather than this lover. I just feel that the things I want and what I know I can achieve should come much faster such as attracting this submissive sexual lover. I do know that she is the right one that has been attracted into my life but she could also use some improvement. I mean in looking like the level of perfection that Jessica Alba would inspire. So you could see where my drive to make this manifestation come real is inspired from. I know that this woman should be coming to see me whenever I feel the time is right because I deserve it. I do appreciate every woman's inner and outer beauty, I really do have the impression that she is the one the program has attracted into my life. I would love to explore her beauty to the deepest regions I can. But it comes down to me DOing what I can to speed up the process.
I understand persistance is the key and in the next 25 days I can do whatever I can to improve myself or improve the situation between us so that this goal can manifest as soon as possible but it goes against my principles to continue pursuing this woman out when she made it appear that at the moment there is no reason to.
I have been reading the program desription again and this relationship should jsut be directed towards sex, so everytime I feel and urge to call and I remember that this lover should be perfect sexually I wonder why these sexual choices are not mutual. I am contemplating to continue pursuing some time to be with each other but the part of me believes that this program is supposed to attract, so I should let her make the next move.
These scenarios and types of decisions are prevalent in my life and it seems my knowledge of seduction and power produce the better result from the more effort I put in .
Let me know what you think
Thanks
Fonzy
