03-08-2013, 03:39 AM
Challenges ahead of me Lately:
ONe down,found new work was hired today... so in addtion to the night gig,of which I wil pair down to two days a night friday and saturday,I will have a day time 4 day a week gig. It'll all be modular in that the day gig and the night gig will fit well together.... only tuesday thru friday DAY time,then 10 pm on the night gig's saturday sunday,rest up sunday & Monday back to the equvilant of a 6 day a week gig. I Need the money and the productivity helps too.
I Have to find a new place in two months now. 2) IM Pissed off and resentful with MY roomate's level of selfishness,distance and dropping the ball on the agreement with us sharing a space. dealing with all of that internally and externally. H'es st8 IM gay MY Business is none of his,he doenst know and IM not telling his ignorant ass anyway. too many other issues at play right now to add on to it all. I May hav eto relocate and I really dont want to right now..(2 months from now)
searching for solutions,answers,options and oppurtunities.
2) MY family...ahhhh yes the family deal....aint it complicated. Internal Hurt of MY family not really being there for me and in so little ways. I'vre grown tons and they have not and it only makes MY awarnesss of just how litle they are there for me,that much greater....again seeking answers,solutions,options and oppurtunities.
Then BAMM comes soon...Im hoping that BAMM will help me get majorly on track with what all I really need to be doing and WANT to be doing,helping me to help Myself in re-designing MY self,MY Life and ambitions. MY family's weight,get tiresome. Trust Me I will be working on it all....and more.
Lets git this Ship outta dock and on the high seas. its time to rock. Keith.
ONe down,found new work was hired today... so in addtion to the night gig,of which I wil pair down to two days a night friday and saturday,I will have a day time 4 day a week gig. It'll all be modular in that the day gig and the night gig will fit well together.... only tuesday thru friday DAY time,then 10 pm on the night gig's saturday sunday,rest up sunday & Monday back to the equvilant of a 6 day a week gig. I Need the money and the productivity helps too.
I Have to find a new place in two months now. 2) IM Pissed off and resentful with MY roomate's level of selfishness,distance and dropping the ball on the agreement with us sharing a space. dealing with all of that internally and externally. H'es st8 IM gay MY Business is none of his,he doenst know and IM not telling his ignorant ass anyway. too many other issues at play right now to add on to it all. I May hav eto relocate and I really dont want to right now..(2 months from now)
searching for solutions,answers,options and oppurtunities.
2) MY family...ahhhh yes the family deal....aint it complicated. Internal Hurt of MY family not really being there for me and in so little ways. I'vre grown tons and they have not and it only makes MY awarnesss of just how litle they are there for me,that much greater....again seeking answers,solutions,options and oppurtunities.
Then BAMM comes soon...Im hoping that BAMM will help me get majorly on track with what all I really need to be doing and WANT to be doing,helping me to help Myself in re-designing MY self,MY Life and ambitions. MY family's weight,get tiresome. Trust Me I will be working on it all....and more.
Lets git this Ship outta dock and on the high seas. its time to rock. Keith.
Sherlock-your're an amazing fellow,Watson.Though You,yourself,not luminescent, you're an amazing conductor of Light"/"Loving You ,Heals Me"-an-NDE'er.""Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting."-Trust is abouve ALL else!!"Money,does NOT change people,it ONLY reveals them!"
