The Modern Libertine's diary

[Cortez]

Has anyone on here ever gone back and read some of their posts from years ago? I did just now and it doesn't even sound like me anymore. Well, that's because it's not me now. God, after two run's of the AM set(I'm on my third now) and the other subs I've done, coupled with my life experiences since then, it's very nostalgic to look back.

I have grown up a lot on the time I've been using these subs. There's lot's of validation seeking things I used to do that I don't anymore. Chief amongst all of those is constantly searching for casual sex and I'm glad for it...it took up too much of my time.

That Zen mindset sub that Shannon just upgraded looks like just what I want to do after AM, btw. It's already the direction my mind is headed. I think that will strengthen it quite a bit.

Starting stage 3 in a few days...