08-23-2010, 09:55 AM
Well, I feel totally mentally drained right now. My spirits are good but I feel very lethargic (gee, I wonder why?! lol).
I got in from work yesterday and fired up the AM sub and watched some crazy stuff on youtube. So I enjoyed a glass of petite syrah and laughed my head off at some of the stuff I was watching. I loaded up the 9 hour playlist of AM (7 hrs)/BIATBW (2 hrs) and let the play all night into the morning hours.
I had some wacky @ss dreams that's for sure. I kept waking up, being jolted at times by the A/C kicking off and on (I was dreaming somewhat and the A/C kicking off and on was kinda strange... probably the wine had something to do with that as well, lol).
As I reiterate... once SELF CONFIDENCE gets firmly established, everything else will fall into place... and rapidly at that!
I'm ready for AM to take me where it is going... like I said in a previous thread, it will be like a 6 month holiday in a foreign country. Each day brings a new experience and a new memory and a new lesson to be learned.
I've already noticed that I'm questioning some of the things I have done in the past and why in the hell did I do that...
Ryan spoke about dropping the COTN exercises; I still do mine but just for the fitness aspect. Mindset controls your posture... and it can't be faked.
I got in from work yesterday and fired up the AM sub and watched some crazy stuff on youtube. So I enjoyed a glass of petite syrah and laughed my head off at some of the stuff I was watching. I loaded up the 9 hour playlist of AM (7 hrs)/BIATBW (2 hrs) and let the play all night into the morning hours.
I had some wacky @ss dreams that's for sure. I kept waking up, being jolted at times by the A/C kicking off and on (I was dreaming somewhat and the A/C kicking off and on was kinda strange... probably the wine had something to do with that as well, lol).
As I reiterate... once SELF CONFIDENCE gets firmly established, everything else will fall into place... and rapidly at that!
I'm ready for AM to take me where it is going... like I said in a previous thread, it will be like a 6 month holiday in a foreign country. Each day brings a new experience and a new memory and a new lesson to be learned.
I've already noticed that I'm questioning some of the things I have done in the past and why in the hell did I do that...
Ryan spoke about dropping the COTN exercises; I still do mine but just for the fitness aspect. Mindset controls your posture... and it can't be faked.
