02-04-2013, 06:24 PM
I got a little bored with BIATBW...the stuff that was happening that was different
from what I was used to didn't continue to AMP up..it definitely helped brush up
flirting and comfort in my sexuality...and a couple days after I discontinued it a very sexy
woman invited me to her house but we had a great connection and none of that's news to me.
I've continued ASC 4g and added Overcome fear, guilt, and shame.
OFGS 8-10 hours a night--ASC 2-4 hours during the day.
The last month of been experimenting with an SNRI anti-depressant--not because I was particularly depressed-but I was really struggling with maintaining staying awake in the day and/or engaging with anything that wasn't creative or night-life related. Every time I did manage to be awake during the day-I was miserable-even if I managed to sleep at night. I was also going through tremendous finical difficulty and family circumstances and despite the great changes and help I have gotten from subliminals something was definitely off. Keep in mind I was still working out three times a week, eating very healthily,meditating daily or nightly, drinking minimally 1-2 days a week and had an active sex life. Something was off, I needed to start being awake in the day for career transition. I see a therapist/pyschitrist 1-2 times a month and he recommended I try this mainly for its function as a nor-epinephrine reuptake inhibitor. Anyway two weeks of rough side effects later I managed to completely shift my schedule..very productive days and am feeling a lot better. I hope to only be on this for a short time..which brings me to the new sub I'm running through Overcome fear, guilt, and shame.
This might be one of my all time favorite subs, especially after running Overcome fear. I must have been carrying a lot of guilt or shame because the first few days I was tremendously depressed and after that I have been feeling better than I have in a long time. The sub is really smooth, very little resistance now, but it hits like a bomb for me. All these small changes are happening in myself and in my behavior. I feel like I am no longer fighting with things internally that I was so used to before I didn't even notice.
from what I was used to didn't continue to AMP up..it definitely helped brush up
flirting and comfort in my sexuality...and a couple days after I discontinued it a very sexy
woman invited me to her house but we had a great connection and none of that's news to me.
I've continued ASC 4g and added Overcome fear, guilt, and shame.
OFGS 8-10 hours a night--ASC 2-4 hours during the day.
The last month of been experimenting with an SNRI anti-depressant--not because I was particularly depressed-but I was really struggling with maintaining staying awake in the day and/or engaging with anything that wasn't creative or night-life related. Every time I did manage to be awake during the day-I was miserable-even if I managed to sleep at night. I was also going through tremendous finical difficulty and family circumstances and despite the great changes and help I have gotten from subliminals something was definitely off. Keep in mind I was still working out three times a week, eating very healthily,meditating daily or nightly, drinking minimally 1-2 days a week and had an active sex life. Something was off, I needed to start being awake in the day for career transition. I see a therapist/pyschitrist 1-2 times a month and he recommended I try this mainly for its function as a nor-epinephrine reuptake inhibitor. Anyway two weeks of rough side effects later I managed to completely shift my schedule..very productive days and am feeling a lot better. I hope to only be on this for a short time..which brings me to the new sub I'm running through Overcome fear, guilt, and shame.
This might be one of my all time favorite subs, especially after running Overcome fear. I must have been carrying a lot of guilt or shame because the first few days I was tremendously depressed and after that I have been feeling better than I have in a long time. The sub is really smooth, very little resistance now, but it hits like a bomb for me. All these small changes are happening in myself and in my behavior. I feel like I am no longer fighting with things internally that I was so used to before I didn't even notice.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
