02-01-2013, 10:21 AM
I felt really good this morning. I got up and got into action. However, I also spent some time writing my last post and I realized I did that during my most productive time which I should use for my thesis. After that I soon had to leave to go downtown to two libraries (to return and get some books for my thesis) and to have lunch with two friends.
Once back home I recorded some flashcards for my final exams for an hour (that went well) and then switched to some grammar research that I had started with in the morning and that is related to my thesis. I suddenly became very unmotivated. It's not that I got distracted by something in particular - it's just that I didn't feel like doing anything anymore and I just couldn't switch my mood around.
Had some ice cream (wanted something that gives me comfort) and then checked out this forum, read a few posts and then started journaling. Not sure whether my mood switch has anything to do with listening to the subs, but I thought it would be a good idea to record it.
I don't feel like doing anything and I hate myself for it. It's not even 7 pm and I wish I could go to bed and just sleep and start a new day tomorrow. However, there's no way I can sleep now. All I know is that tomorrow will be a better day. If it is to be, it's up to me.
Once back home I recorded some flashcards for my final exams for an hour (that went well) and then switched to some grammar research that I had started with in the morning and that is related to my thesis. I suddenly became very unmotivated. It's not that I got distracted by something in particular - it's just that I didn't feel like doing anything anymore and I just couldn't switch my mood around.
Had some ice cream (wanted something that gives me comfort) and then checked out this forum, read a few posts and then started journaling. Not sure whether my mood switch has anything to do with listening to the subs, but I thought it would be a good idea to record it.
I don't feel like doing anything and I hate myself for it. It's not even 7 pm and I wish I could go to bed and just sleep and start a new day tomorrow. However, there's no way I can sleep now. All I know is that tomorrow will be a better day. If it is to be, it's up to me.
