01-25-2013, 03:16 PM
2 weeks into stage 4 now, what I’ve noticed is that I no longer feel down but kind of moody. I work mostly with women and there is this 1 particular bitch that I dislike she is unprofessional bitches about people behind their backs etc... Sometimes she talks down to me (I’m very professional in the work place so try and get on with my work and never get involved in some of these toxic conversations) I really wanna put this bitch in her place but I am not a confrontational person due to self esteem/confidence issues.
Now during this week she pissed me off and went I got home kept thinking what bitch etc.. I woke up with her on my mind thinking how much I dislike her. I have noticed I am going into work in a bad mood kind of feel angry. so I don’t really talk to any of my colleagues although I am polite when spoken to, but I don’t engage in conversation with them.
I have only noticed this a few days ago, was at college earlier this week and I felt like my confidence had started to increase slightly. Then at work that bitch pisses me off and I’ve been feeling an inner anger since.
Now during this week she pissed me off and went I got home kept thinking what bitch etc.. I woke up with her on my mind thinking how much I dislike her. I have noticed I am going into work in a bad mood kind of feel angry. so I don’t really talk to any of my colleagues although I am polite when spoken to, but I don’t engage in conversation with them.
I have only noticed this a few days ago, was at college earlier this week and I felt like my confidence had started to increase slightly. Then at work that bitch pisses me off and I’ve been feeling an inner anger since.
