Happy New years, everyone!
I've been gone from here since last month. I took a few weeks off of the Overcoming Fear subliminal. After that break I decided that it had already done some great work on me, but was making me wilder than usual, so I picked AM5 up and have been doing that since Dec. 17th. I'll probably throw the fear sub back in at some point later in the AM stages, but right now I felt like I really needed to do AM again and since I've had it sitting around for a while, I've been anxious to see how powerful the new version is.
I certainly haven't been disappointed. As always, the first stage tends to make me slightly more moody than usual. The 2010 version was my first run through and by far that was the roughest, but since then every time I've done the set, it's progressively less uncomfortable. In part that's due to the fact that I have a lot better boundaries and personal power now, so there's not really a lot of things I need to change that I am being made aware of and of course there's also the fact that the upgraded versions of the set make it easier to go through as well.
What stage 1 has done for me so far has made me really not want to go out partying as much,. I haven't really done much of that at all in the past month. I have been reading much more as well. I got a Nook(Ebook reader like the Kindle) from Walmart with Christmas money and I have been plowing through literary classics since then. I've also been watching a lot of really old movies lately. I've been drawn to the dynamic in the old films that the males and females used to have. You don't see many truly alpha males like that in films anymore. Overall it has just made more calm and commanding. I have almost no resistance at all other than being slightly more moody at times in dealing with peoples BS at which point I usually snap slighty and then shake it off pretty quickly.
I see we have the sale going on today. There's a lot of tempting subs around here that I want to try. I am definitely going to have to wet my beak on this one.
I've been gone from here since last month. I took a few weeks off of the Overcoming Fear subliminal. After that break I decided that it had already done some great work on me, but was making me wilder than usual, so I picked AM5 up and have been doing that since Dec. 17th. I'll probably throw the fear sub back in at some point later in the AM stages, but right now I felt like I really needed to do AM again and since I've had it sitting around for a while, I've been anxious to see how powerful the new version is.
I certainly haven't been disappointed. As always, the first stage tends to make me slightly more moody than usual. The 2010 version was my first run through and by far that was the roughest, but since then every time I've done the set, it's progressively less uncomfortable. In part that's due to the fact that I have a lot better boundaries and personal power now, so there's not really a lot of things I need to change that I am being made aware of and of course there's also the fact that the upgraded versions of the set make it easier to go through as well.
What stage 1 has done for me so far has made me really not want to go out partying as much,. I haven't really done much of that at all in the past month. I have been reading much more as well. I got a Nook(Ebook reader like the Kindle) from Walmart with Christmas money and I have been plowing through literary classics since then. I've also been watching a lot of really old movies lately. I've been drawn to the dynamic in the old films that the males and females used to have. You don't see many truly alpha males like that in films anymore. Overall it has just made more calm and commanding. I have almost no resistance at all other than being slightly more moody at times in dealing with peoples BS at which point I usually snap slighty and then shake it off pretty quickly.
I see we have the sale going on today. There's a lot of tempting subs around here that I want to try. I am definitely going to have to wet my beak on this one.
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