12-23-2012, 12:28 PM
Thank you guys.
Rainbow as far as i can tell i feel stronger overall as a man. For the most part I am not bothered by people and some of the ridiculous things they do. Unless its something that affects me or my family greatly. I hardly feel self conscious or have as much anxiety as i used to. This of course has been an ongoing process for me. I seem to say whatever is in my head with little to no filter which i have been told by a lot of people is refreshing since i don't hold back. my only problem is i am not much of a small talk person so if someone dose small talk i usually get bored and leave for a more interesting person.
As far as motivation goes it would be a mix for me between motivation to do stuff i want to is high, motivation to do stuff that needs to be done (for example cutting wood) its almost a do that shit now vs later thing but I still don't want to do it lol. As for things that others ask me I am still full on procrastination.
I also seem to be touching more people now as well as having a ton of chicks touch me. I have never liked touching people or vice versa, not sure why never had anything bad happen to me growing up for me not to like it. I know that most "normal" humans like the power of touch. hmm as far as i can tell that's it
Rainbow as far as i can tell i feel stronger overall as a man. For the most part I am not bothered by people and some of the ridiculous things they do. Unless its something that affects me or my family greatly. I hardly feel self conscious or have as much anxiety as i used to. This of course has been an ongoing process for me. I seem to say whatever is in my head with little to no filter which i have been told by a lot of people is refreshing since i don't hold back. my only problem is i am not much of a small talk person so if someone dose small talk i usually get bored and leave for a more interesting person.
As far as motivation goes it would be a mix for me between motivation to do stuff i want to is high, motivation to do stuff that needs to be done (for example cutting wood) its almost a do that shit now vs later thing but I still don't want to do it lol. As for things that others ask me I am still full on procrastination.
I also seem to be touching more people now as well as having a ton of chicks touch me. I have never liked touching people or vice versa, not sure why never had anything bad happen to me growing up for me not to like it. I know that most "normal" humans like the power of touch. hmm as far as i can tell that's it
Tony
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Success is having the courage, determination, & the will. Failure is making excuses why you didn't succeed & blaming others around you because you didn't
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Success is having the courage, determination, & the will. Failure is making excuses why you didn't succeed & blaming others around you because you didn't