12-12-2012, 12:07 PM
Riding into my second month of Overcome Fear.
I've added in Become Irresistibly Attractive To Beautiful woman 8.0.
Results first month
1. Feel emptier and emptier of personal baggage and more present
2. Much more comfortable standing up for what matters to me or walking away from any situation.
3. Feeling much more egoless-if that makes sense-a care about what I used to care about but much more for my own experience of life rather than any image it meets, or value it conveys to others
4. Acts of courage pop up all over the place, helping strangers, drastically changing my appearance, the obvious one-with woman
5. Seeing how others insecurities and fears run so much of what they do and much less interested in them
6. Harder and Harder to do what doesn't really feel like me.
7. In general much more at peace, strong feelings of love and gratitude at times
8. Really strong sense of my own self worth, more entitlement, rushes of strong ambition
9. And occasionally moments of pure fearlessness, where I feel either totally embodied and just acting on instinct, or like I am transparent and euphoric and can do anything.
what has been coming up in the last few days is a general lack of direction and motivation... I am noticing now is anger, shame, and subtle depression that was behind certain fears...I'll probably switch to Overcome Fear, Shame, and Guilt in a few weeks. Very excited to get back to Alpha as well...its been way to long since the first full round.
I've added in Become Irresistibly Attractive To Beautiful woman 8.0.
Results first month
1. Feel emptier and emptier of personal baggage and more present
2. Much more comfortable standing up for what matters to me or walking away from any situation.
3. Feeling much more egoless-if that makes sense-a care about what I used to care about but much more for my own experience of life rather than any image it meets, or value it conveys to others
4. Acts of courage pop up all over the place, helping strangers, drastically changing my appearance, the obvious one-with woman
5. Seeing how others insecurities and fears run so much of what they do and much less interested in them
6. Harder and Harder to do what doesn't really feel like me.
7. In general much more at peace, strong feelings of love and gratitude at times
8. Really strong sense of my own self worth, more entitlement, rushes of strong ambition
9. And occasionally moments of pure fearlessness, where I feel either totally embodied and just acting on instinct, or like I am transparent and euphoric and can do anything.
what has been coming up in the last few days is a general lack of direction and motivation... I am noticing now is anger, shame, and subtle depression that was behind certain fears...I'll probably switch to Overcome Fear, Shame, and Guilt in a few weeks. Very excited to get back to Alpha as well...its been way to long since the first full round.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
