The Modern Libertine's diary

[Cortez]

I haven't added that yet.I think I'll do Everything is Possible instead.


There's certain things that I do like passing out sometimes without remembering to brush my teeth first. That was always fear based, because I was terrified of the dentist as a kid, lol. Now I just have to consciously remind myself of these things that I need to do. I also kind of have to keep an eye on myself myself when I'm drinking sometimes and exercise self control with that. I've noticed some instances where I could have easily gone out of control. I find it easier to procrastinate sometimes as well.

All in all, there's just not much that troubles me any more so I've had to shift my focus to doing things that, in the past, may or may not have come from fear, to coming from a different place instead. It just seems like a process, not something that would stick with me permanently. It's well worth it, but I do wonder if someone who hadn't done AM before this might have a harder time switching priorities from fear based to self respect based than I did.