Disconnect from negativity within

[Shannon]

Holy crap, last night was brutal. Listening to the masked subliminal stirred up some stuff in me that felt about 100 times more powerful than the ultrasonic. I experienced a lot of anxiety. I'll see how it affects me tonight, hopefully it decreases over the next few days. Probably the volume difference I'm not used to.

That being said, I'm just pushing through it all. At this point it doesn't even phase me how intense those feelings can be sometimes. My desire to change is just too strong to let any of that stand in my way.

It's not the volume difference, it's the perfect stereophonics. The masked subliminals are always going to present the subliminal audio in lower volume than the ultrasonic. If you'd done the same thing (headphones) with ultrasonics, it would have been even more powerful still. Of course volume is important to be extremely careful with in ultrasonic and headphones.