12-08-2012, 05:55 PM
it has been a while since i last posted. I finished stage 2 with a little bit of resistance but not much else.
When I started stage 3 the first thing i noticed was in my mind i could hear everyone's voice that ever put me down in my life like all the memories of it were being flushed out. Stage 3 was for the most part ok i noticed i was flirting and saying things with out any worry whatever came to my head i usually blurted it out. This last week was were i hit a major self conscious wall especially on my last day of stage 3 which was Thursday the 6th.
Funny thing that happened was i was being grabbed by a few of my female coworkers just by the arm and pulled towards them. I was getting jocked by a few of our newer female employes and then I had two of the older female employees talk to me about why i don't have my license and offering me help to get it. I also had one that seemed to spot a few problems with me like i was see through and offered her advice if i wanted it. not sure if this is part of the bring people to you to help you grow as an alpha or not but its amazing non the less.
I started stage 4 yesterday and had some cool dreams. Can't wait to see how i may grow in stage 4
When I started stage 3 the first thing i noticed was in my mind i could hear everyone's voice that ever put me down in my life like all the memories of it were being flushed out. Stage 3 was for the most part ok i noticed i was flirting and saying things with out any worry whatever came to my head i usually blurted it out. This last week was were i hit a major self conscious wall especially on my last day of stage 3 which was Thursday the 6th.
Funny thing that happened was i was being grabbed by a few of my female coworkers just by the arm and pulled towards them. I was getting jocked by a few of our newer female employes and then I had two of the older female employees talk to me about why i don't have my license and offering me help to get it. I also had one that seemed to spot a few problems with me like i was see through and offered her advice if i wanted it. not sure if this is part of the bring people to you to help you grow as an alpha or not but its amazing non the less.
I started stage 4 yesterday and had some cool dreams. Can't wait to see how i may grow in stage 4
Tony
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Success is having the courage, determination, & the will. Failure is making excuses why you didn't succeed & blaming others around you because you didn't
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Success is having the courage, determination, & the will. Failure is making excuses why you didn't succeed & blaming others around you because you didn't