The Modern Libertine's diary

[Cortez]

Hey K-train--there is waay more calm
like eerily so at points--the only downside is my motivation can really drop at times.
I still feel good but I have to be inspired to be act, get a gut response, or committed to a chose to be motivated..otherwise I won't budge lol All activities and actions that were in someway motivated by a sense of fear have really fallen away.

I agree. I am WAAAAAAY less motivated to do things that have previously been inspired by fear. It's pretty easy to just not give a damn about most things. My motivation has to come from a different source now.