I was out with some friends yesterday, as well as my former girl friend. Talked with her a bit. I told her that I have started boxing, and had to repeat this several times in order for her to get it. Two other women eyed me up a couple of times.
A couple of days ago, one women complained about me leaving the dance hall early. I just didn't want to dance any more. I danced with another one that enjoyed me doing flirting dance moves. Flirting while dancing doesn't have to mean anything.
Next, week I'll have a new boxing session with the trainer. I am still a little scared, even if everything went OK the last time. He punches me very quickly, if not that hard, if I don't keep a proper guard. After several rounds in the ring, I punch the bag and run around until I am completely exhausted, and then a little more. I feel it is a problem that I don't really want to punch anybody, on the other hand, it is a good quality not to get angry. In boxing, if you loose your temper, you are also likely to loose the match (unless you're Mike Tyson, I guess). Also, boxing outside the ring is very bad, and I am very confident that I will not do that. Even if I know in my heart I will never do it, it gives me confidence when I am among other men. Not so much the fact that I am able to throw a punch, but rather that I know I have the courage to enter the ring.
A couple of days ago, one women complained about me leaving the dance hall early. I just didn't want to dance any more. I danced with another one that enjoyed me doing flirting dance moves. Flirting while dancing doesn't have to mean anything.
Next, week I'll have a new boxing session with the trainer. I am still a little scared, even if everything went OK the last time. He punches me very quickly, if not that hard, if I don't keep a proper guard. After several rounds in the ring, I punch the bag and run around until I am completely exhausted, and then a little more. I feel it is a problem that I don't really want to punch anybody, on the other hand, it is a good quality not to get angry. In boxing, if you loose your temper, you are also likely to loose the match (unless you're Mike Tyson, I guess). Also, boxing outside the ring is very bad, and I am very confident that I will not do that. Even if I know in my heart I will never do it, it gives me confidence when I am among other men. Not so much the fact that I am able to throw a punch, but rather that I know I have the courage to enter the ring.
