11-08-2012, 08:23 PM
All pain except for the acute pain during very full range motion has completely stopped.
So I started Overcome fear today...
Felt it almost instantly-
listened for a few hours
really like the feeling of the sub so far.
I felt really grounded yet light at the same time, very
excited with some contentment. I felt significantly energized.
I went outside to do some grocery shopping and within 5 seconds got into a talk with a girl sitting on my door step. I just jumped in before I thought about it..really cool...normally I would have at least made some decisive conscious decision or just ignored her..I had been inside working and studying all day so hardly expected to be social. I noticed I felt much more comfortable just walking around.
Felt more in tune with my physical sensations. Every time I could feel myself going into my head or getting more aloof when I normally would be I just didn't and popped back into this solid yet really light, really enjoyable state.
Other things I noticed
1. Felt much more solid in eye contact then I have in a while
2. Was getting very checked out by woman
3. Usually I can fall in and out of a kind of hyper self awareness or awareness of the environment and/or sense of competition with those around me for no reason--like I might be fighting for something (its really subtle-not as extreme as it sounds)-there was none of that whatsoever-felt very alert but extremely good natured.
Only listened for a couple of hours-really like the sub so far-but we'll see...will probably be adding another sub in a bit
So I started Overcome fear today...
Felt it almost instantly-
listened for a few hours
really like the feeling of the sub so far.
I felt really grounded yet light at the same time, very
excited with some contentment. I felt significantly energized.
I went outside to do some grocery shopping and within 5 seconds got into a talk with a girl sitting on my door step. I just jumped in before I thought about it..really cool...normally I would have at least made some decisive conscious decision or just ignored her..I had been inside working and studying all day so hardly expected to be social. I noticed I felt much more comfortable just walking around.
Felt more in tune with my physical sensations. Every time I could feel myself going into my head or getting more aloof when I normally would be I just didn't and popped back into this solid yet really light, really enjoyable state.
Other things I noticed
1. Felt much more solid in eye contact then I have in a while
2. Was getting very checked out by woman
3. Usually I can fall in and out of a kind of hyper self awareness or awareness of the environment and/or sense of competition with those around me for no reason--like I might be fighting for something (its really subtle-not as extreme as it sounds)-there was none of that whatsoever-felt very alert but extremely good natured.
Only listened for a couple of hours-really like the sub so far-but we'll see...will probably be adding another sub in a bit
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
