Woceyes AM round 2

[woceyes]

i had a weird dream the other night the only thing i remember was I was trying to lure out a shark by jumping from pole to pole and then the shark would come and i was told to jump the shark... lol but i was to afraid to do it thinking i was going to be eaten or bit. Then I jumped it then right over it I woke up. of course it sounds like the idiom "jumping the shark"

I am thinking i know what it is geared towards but not 100 percent sure.
If i had to guess i would say making friends and to give up and let my old thought pattern towards people die, since like a tv show when you resort to stupid tactics to keep the show going might as well let it die.

The only reason i came up with this solution was because of a memory that i had not thought of forever came to my head which i think is another major cause towards me not being friendly with to many people. There was a reason i sealed it away in my head and forgot about it, because it was probably the most humiliating experience of my life.
Which i am pretty sure led me down the path of not wanting to show off how smart i actually am and not getting close to people. Anyways this is whats popped into my mind so far since starting stage 2. just a few more days then on to stage 3.