Journey to a Better Life!

[Tiesto]

I also catch myself doing the above things. Those are some of the reasons I'm going through Alpha now.

I think AM 5.0 is very powerful, I haven't been on it for too long, but I'm starting to feel it's making changes and pushing me to do things I don't want to do, at the same time I feel like I just want to be left alone, always looking for quiet empty place where no one is around, I want my solitude.. I'm getting strong urges to achieve my independence never relying on other people, and truly become my own man even if I have to pay the price with pain and suffering.. I never had any other subs even 4G subs hit me this quickly, I can't imagine AM in 5G/HST/SOS, I just feel it's going to be awesome!

Aggression also been increasing.. I also don't feel like making a journal for Alpha, I don't know why... The effect is like a rollercoaster going up and down, what I feel today will change tomorrow, and change again the day after tomorrow, I'll probably just do a summary at the end of each stage or after the entire 6 stages when the changes are final...