10-10-2012, 01:23 PM
Stage 6 - Day 34
6 days left of SM.
I feel good. I feel in control, yet I feel I can make fun of myself. My mind is set straight for what I use my time and focus on and only good things comes from it.
- A thin, cute brunette. I was aware of her, she turned her head in the bus and we held eye-contact. She looked away, then turned her head so I could see her smile. When she walked out, she looked while she passed. Unfortunately I had a judgmental thought so I didn't talk to her.
- Many girls, blankly staring at me. In the bus, on my bike, in the town. Even guys looks at me.
- There are a lot of moments where I'm feeling very great about myself and just doing my thing. Then I look around the room and it's like the people, who are aware of my presence, are just looking to hold eye-contact with me.
- Something I forgot to mention. I was in my usual bar with my buddy, a girl he had met before and her 2 friends came. They were fine-looking, around 7 from a scale from 1-10
I barely said anything in these 2-3 hours with the girls. I remember I told a joke/quiz and I asked one of the girls about herself. I said almost nothing. Then the other girl leaned into me and grabbed my hand while we were talking. It seems like I'm on the right track
To be honest, all this is not entirely from the subliminal. The subliminal makes the situations for me easier, which means I feel more comfortable in situations which could have been very uncomfortable related to women.
My progress has highly been affected by my focus on myself and my perception of myself. It takes time and focus...
6 days left of SM.
I feel good. I feel in control, yet I feel I can make fun of myself. My mind is set straight for what I use my time and focus on and only good things comes from it.
- A thin, cute brunette. I was aware of her, she turned her head in the bus and we held eye-contact. She looked away, then turned her head so I could see her smile. When she walked out, she looked while she passed. Unfortunately I had a judgmental thought so I didn't talk to her.
- Many girls, blankly staring at me. In the bus, on my bike, in the town. Even guys looks at me.
- There are a lot of moments where I'm feeling very great about myself and just doing my thing. Then I look around the room and it's like the people, who are aware of my presence, are just looking to hold eye-contact with me.
- Something I forgot to mention. I was in my usual bar with my buddy, a girl he had met before and her 2 friends came. They were fine-looking, around 7 from a scale from 1-10
I barely said anything in these 2-3 hours with the girls. I remember I told a joke/quiz and I asked one of the girls about herself. I said almost nothing. Then the other girl leaned into me and grabbed my hand while we were talking. It seems like I'm on the right track
To be honest, all this is not entirely from the subliminal. The subliminal makes the situations for me easier, which means I feel more comfortable in situations which could have been very uncomfortable related to women.
My progress has highly been affected by my focus on myself and my perception of myself. It takes time and focus...
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
