(10-01-2012, 03:44 AM)Shannon Wrote: If you were to play the trickling stream track, and then track where it could be heard, it would be the same range for the ultrasonic. So they do appear to me to be imagining things.
But if you enact your brilliant idea, you're destroying your own test, and interrupting your own usage. Instead, keep using it, but tell them you've stopped. Same difference, without you losing out.
Well, I performed your test, and we seem to have very thin walls because I could still hear trickling stream all the way until I went into one of the boy's rooms and closed the door. I couldn't hear it downstairs at all, but the boarder could, he could also hear it in his room... my younger brother should be completely unaffected by it, but it is possible that the boarder IS getting almost 24/7 exposure since he hardly ever leaves the house.
I have decided to cease my brilliant plan anyways and resumed regular use of the ultrasonic subliminal on I think it was Thursday last week. I WILL be muting my entire computer system when I am away, hopefully I can remember to unmute even when I am not immediately in the mood for any music or anything else requiring sound.
I unfortunately cannot seem to find a point at which I can calibrate the sound where I can hear even the faintest sounds in the Ocean Surf track and ALSO where the boarder can not hear the Trickling Stream track.
(10-06-2012, 12:16 AM)Javier Gerardo Wrote: Hey abidrew!
I'm very proud of what you have done in the past; for being true and real about your sexuality. I myself have friends who are undergoing the journey you are currently taking. So I definitely can understand the problems you are currently facing.
I can say that Shannon's subliminals will be a big help for you. Not to mention he's always here giving us feedback on our questions. I'm also using ASC 5g. Changes have been for the better thus far but there are still days wherein I feel down. Take it slowly and I wish you all the best.
My sexuality has nothing to do with it, but if that's important to you, I'm bi, but prefer guys.
Really, people are constantly confusing the issue between gender identity and sexuality. Gender is who I am. Sexuality is who I'd like to have fuck me.
The wording of the last is also an important distinction, sexuality is both about your preferred partner AND your preferred role. But sexual role AND partner are NOT linked to gender. It tends to lean towards females prefer the submissive and a male partner and males the dominant and a female partner, but the opposite can also be true, as can something between. I'm a female bisexual submissive. I prefer a dominant partner, which generally tends towards male, but a lesbian dominant could also be attractive to me.
I happen to know a lot of girls who are lesbian dominants. I even know a coupla straight dominants. I've not personally known of any straight submissive males, but they must exist, or there'd be no one to complement the straight dominant females. I also doubt that any straight submissive male would be all too open about it.
Anyhoo... Thanks anyways for your attempt at least, and thanks for the thoughts on ASC. I am beginning to believe, a little. I do seem to have some increase in my confidence, but it's hard to say for sure if it's due at all to the subliminal, and to what point, and to what point my mere desire to be more confident is having an effect. It's also still hard for me to believe that ASC on its own can cure me when I have much much deeper issues to be resolved.
I can say that even though my appearance still bothers me, I no longer HAVE to make myself as feminine as possible before ever leaving the house. And even though I'm still quite derogatory towards myself I'm starting to notice it more and be like, just WHY am I putting myself down like this?
I don't know with the interruption if I need to just restart the clock or if I can just add a week to the tail end of my program and still call it 90 days?
