Woceyes AM round 2

[woceyes]

Im Almost done with stage 1 of Alpha and i hardly felt a thing resistance wise. The only thing i notice was my flirting and smart a** self really hard to control. Granted this is stage one of Alpha Male 5.0 so its only the beginning.

I do get this glimpse of what is holding me back, not sure if that is part of AM5.0 or me just understanding my self better. I will probably use the fear sub after AM5.0 in case I still hold myself back. Just like Shannon had told me once is that it i have some trust issues which makes a lot of sense on why i hardly divulge information about my self to people (not as bad after all my sub usage) or why i don't get to close to the women I get with. Hell even trusting Shannon on his subs took me a while.

I do feel more motivated to do something in my life. I just don't want a boring a** day where everything is the SSDD. The saying if you love your work then your not really working comes to mind.

Something I watched the other day inspired me even more it is a documentary on one of the best sushi restaurant in Japan called "Jiro dreams of Sushi" and Jiro said "Once you decide on your occupation... you must immerse yourself in your work. You have to fall in love with your work. Never complain about your job. You must dedicate your life to mastering your skill. That's the secret of success... and is the key to being regarded honorably."

I wont lie it has been hard for me to chose an occupation i want to do. So i feel like im might be on track again to find something, or rather i have a direction now for something. just some thoughts i have had this month since starting Alpha Male 5.0