09-25-2012, 11:27 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-25-2012, 11:37 PM by RainbowAbyss.)
wow-life is really amazing these days,
for the first time it really feels like I can not only survive but thrive in this world doing what I love to do.
I'm almost finished with my certification test, LM (and me
)just pulled in two new teaching jobs for robotics, and then a basketball coaching job, all for kids. I'm getting more and more money from training, and the only thinking involved is when I design a program for someone, the rest is just having fun pushing people (nicely of course) .
Right now I am only training athletes so its super fun. I have not put in energy into my succeeding with woman and I could care less, I feel really attractive still and don't even really think about it, I just am able to connect with woman when I feel like it and it turns out well. I'm not becoming more social per say but my deep brotherhood bond and just having a blast with new close friends, and even some oldies, is coming back, and for the first time in forever I feel I don't have to walk my path totally alone (dissolution of latent narcissism or most of my prior friends just not being all that great for me-who knows? lol). My sense of infinite possibility from EIP is becoming more and more grounded in my life, in terms of acting on my sense of vision, desires, and inspiration.
I'm definitely gaining clarity again, which feels fantastic, and I hadn't realized it because I was so good at going through the motions of confident actions-but I had been losing confidence and self belief, now my self esteem and confidence is authentically on the rise again.
My first step was get the consistent income to be financially Independent and then get the excess income to start pursuing my callings and all that is coming to fruition now. WOO! And my overarching goal of living life and progressing in life by following only what felt/feels truly right for me (from a positive, willing, non-apathetic, flexible point of view of course), on gut instinct with some rational and heart, when its around, has been held to as well.
LM is really awesome btw. EIP and LM are actually a tough mix to do together (at least for me), next time I would run EIP with Overcome Fear or ASC, and LM with DAG, or even Aura of Sexiness. Even though my results with both are great, they seem to not quite fit, maybe its the resistance, as I am feeling more in tune with the end goal of both subs.
for the first time it really feels like I can not only survive but thrive in this world doing what I love to do.
I'm almost finished with my certification test, LM (and me
)just pulled in two new teaching jobs for robotics, and then a basketball coaching job, all for kids. I'm getting more and more money from training, and the only thinking involved is when I design a program for someone, the rest is just having fun pushing people (nicely of course) . Right now I am only training athletes so its super fun. I have not put in energy into my succeeding with woman and I could care less, I feel really attractive still and don't even really think about it, I just am able to connect with woman when I feel like it and it turns out well. I'm not becoming more social per say but my deep brotherhood bond and just having a blast with new close friends, and even some oldies, is coming back, and for the first time in forever I feel I don't have to walk my path totally alone (dissolution of latent narcissism or most of my prior friends just not being all that great for me-who knows? lol). My sense of infinite possibility from EIP is becoming more and more grounded in my life, in terms of acting on my sense of vision, desires, and inspiration.
I'm definitely gaining clarity again, which feels fantastic, and I hadn't realized it because I was so good at going through the motions of confident actions-but I had been losing confidence and self belief, now my self esteem and confidence is authentically on the rise again.
My first step was get the consistent income to be financially Independent and then get the excess income to start pursuing my callings and all that is coming to fruition now. WOO! And my overarching goal of living life and progressing in life by following only what felt/feels truly right for me (from a positive, willing, non-apathetic, flexible point of view of course), on gut instinct with some rational and heart, when its around, has been held to as well.
LM is really awesome btw. EIP and LM are actually a tough mix to do together (at least for me), next time I would run EIP with Overcome Fear or ASC, and LM with DAG, or even Aura of Sexiness. Even though my results with both are great, they seem to not quite fit, maybe its the resistance, as I am feeling more in tune with the end goal of both subs.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
