09-23-2012, 06:18 AM
Heh. I'm not secretly anything. I was for a long time, keeping something secret even from myself, but once I found out about it consciously, even that went out in the open nice and quick. I'm not going to be any more clear about it here because this is supposed to be a family-safe area.
Speaking of, I'm beginning to wonder if I maybe should've put this under the women's journals... I dreamed the other night, but didn't think much of it... but now I'm wondering. However, the dream is of a very adult nature... I suppose it'd be safe enough to say that in the dream I was much much more flirty than I've ever dreamed of being before. Before I've always been completely passive. Almost a victim, even though I was secretly enjoying the victimization. This time I actually sought it out, at least, in the dream.
It was definitely different for me.
(Any guys reading this: YES girls get those kinds of dreams too... ours just tends to be less visualized and more feelings and sensate oriented. Ask me to describe what anything looked like in those kinds of dreams and I'll draw a blank.)
(And anyone with the ability to move this, I think now would be a good time to move this journal to the women's journals.)
Speaking of, I'm beginning to wonder if I maybe should've put this under the women's journals... I dreamed the other night, but didn't think much of it... but now I'm wondering. However, the dream is of a very adult nature... I suppose it'd be safe enough to say that in the dream I was much much more flirty than I've ever dreamed of being before. Before I've always been completely passive. Almost a victim, even though I was secretly enjoying the victimization. This time I actually sought it out, at least, in the dream.
It was definitely different for me.
(Any guys reading this: YES girls get those kinds of dreams too... ours just tends to be less visualized and more feelings and sensate oriented. Ask me to describe what anything looked like in those kinds of dreams and I'll draw a blank.)
(And anyone with the ability to move this, I think now would be a good time to move this journal to the women's journals.)
